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   Hurting him is ENOUGH. Now, other than just shooing him away. Don't talk to him. Don't pull his self esteem down.. He's already staying strong.. I know you don't have any feelings for him... I'm just encouraging him and we are both thinking positive.. You don't have to always do that you know. Simple things that you do, HURT HIM A HELL LOT. And i really mean it. I may not see it. But i feel it. When i'm talking to him, i can feel that he's struggling inside. Even though he said, it was his lap top that's making the crying or sniffing sound.. I didn't believe.... He needs glue gun.. Mentally..
    Darling Natasha... Do me a favour. And in school, whatever you tell me to do, i will just listen. Even if it means that you don't talk to me. Darling, i always love you.

  It's a pain to see him like that. Smiling even he's so hurt.. Boy, stay strong.