You're tired of me, and i'm tired of you. So let's just walk on our own path.

You're done with me.

So am i.

There's a reason why i cannot make it to your future,

there's also a reason why aren't you in my life anymore.

Me and Sandy <3

Hahahah. She looks pretty here right!

Chloe and Sandy <3 Both my sister!

Yesterday, went out with Sandy, and my sis! heheheheh. Took some pics.. Haven't take pic with kor yet! URGH. I wonder why my mum only allows me to go out with cousins and all but not friend! I'm grounded cause of my results! But i'm sire gonna make time with Nat and Rachel!!!

Just had family dinner just now! 

Always try your best in everything. Don't say cannot when you didn't even reach the starting line.

AHA! DSLR!!! Hehe, i wanna play with it :p

LOL, 2E rule the whole bus to Marina Barage!

I helped her to tie french plaits :p

My 2 bestest -est -est -est friends <3

We were preparing :)

Then JUMP!

OOPS. Our tummy is revealed.

Haha, Daniel took it slow by 0.5s. We were landing down already..

We played with water.. My hair is ruined=.=

Wileen :) I clipped up my fringe cause it was wet and ruined.

Rouying and Debbie <3 

Haha, so. Yesterday was our class free day. Went to marinia barage and had fun!!!!! LOL, the jump shots were epic can! Took is with DSLR :P 

Guys, move on.

Stop whining and just move one. Yes, all of you may be sad, disappointed, heartbroken or even too weak to even move on. But you must understand. That's just life. One of the obstacles in life. You just have to swallow the fact. Stop letting the emotions in you take over you. Don't sigh. Smile. BUT, don't smile for the sake of smiling.

You ain't there for me when i needed you.

I won't whine. 

I won't cry.

I will just move on.

Mark my words.

listen  to this.

Haha. Today. Woke up at 6am for morning run.. Didn't met target :( Went to delta gym after that.. WORK! hehehe. With Sandy <3

Nothing much. Haha.

You left me when i needed you. Like a shadow, disappearing at night.

I don't miss you.

I just miss who i thought you were.

You said you would never leave me. 

These few days, i'm like a lil girl lost in the dark room, not knowing where to go, who to trust.

And where were you.

Out there having fun.

Coming back only when my darkest path disappear.

And you call yourself a friend? My foot :)

AHAHAH! Today, it's the released of some results. WOW. I did...... badly:) Just disappointed. I did work hard. I did try. I did do my best. But well... Some people get what they want without working for it. While some people, work all the lives and never get what they want.

All emotions was all inside me. I wanted to use my own method. Went to gym. Ran like crazy. Train harder. And then went for taekwondo training without having lunch. And i'm still not having gastric. Running in the morning at 5am tomorrow. Maybe going gym later on. Then work. Meeting Sandy <3

But before going gym, when to tiong and had lunch with Adam, Shermin, Wileen, Angiela, Vanessa, Fiona, Wendy and Huiying! Haha. Had so much fun. But then, Fiona, Wendy and Adam going library after that :( So we parted,. And Van also needa go SGH for back bone check up. And the rest of us, WENT TO COMICS CONNECTION!! AAAA. Met Rouying and Qianying there. Angiela and Shermin were literally pulling me out of the shop when i was so engrossed looking at KIM HYUN JOONG'S STUFF!! HEHEHE.

I'm going on a diet. So going to train. I have my obvious 2 abs! And a little 4 abs. Hehe. From now on, strictly

-NO fried food

-NO supper

-NO bubble tea with pearl

And for now, still trying not to drink as much coke.. :p

I miss Yan.

Like i said before, i can be tough. Very.

I can be very strong, too.

But i'm like everyone else.

I have a limit.

I may break if i can't take it.

I don't expect anyone of you to cushion me. 

I just want you to be by my side and be there for me when i fall. Not after i fall.

Have been listening to this song lately! AWWW. Kim Hyun Joong. I love him. So hot!! Gah. He made a mistake at 3.18. SOOO CUTE. OMG

Well, i'm still trying to get over him. Letting go. But everytime i say i WILL let go, when i see him, those words became nothing. WHY?! Urgh. It's damn irritating. I'm beginning to close my heart towards everyone.  I don't know. I'm just scared. But i won't let that happen! HEHEHHE. Kim Hyun Joong <3

Peak Hour A.K.A Pig Owl. I love you Nat.

Her hair. Was DAMN long.

Haha. He went to add more cheese.

Smoking! Smoked every 2 hours =.=

Natty <3

LOL. She was like, what's that! 

She likes this. Haha. Me too! So cute.

I love her :)

She gave me that. Hehe. We wore it today without even planning! Telepathy

This is the only photo we took together. And his face....

My face look round here.

Guess what?

Nat: So you're pregnant? Old? Or hurt. 

Weijie: *Pointing at the picture What colour is this?

Nat: White.

And we burst into laughter. He actually admit he was white =.=

So, today. Was actually out with my friends! And then, when my friends and i were walking, I SAW NAT. And i called her. 

Me: Where're you?

Nat: Jurong point with Weijie. Why?

*hung up and ran towards her. Omg. I miss her man. I pangseh-ed my friend and went with her. Sorry friends, haha. I miss natty too much! We decided to eat pepper lunch together. Catch up abit. Then went to watch movie. And i actually wore the band she gave it to me! She herself also! TELEPATHY <3 Then after movie, Weijie went smoking, Nat and i started taking pics. Nat and i suggested that we should take train all the way to jookoon so that there's seats! And when we're at Jookoon, Weijie was like, so, we'll be going to Pasir Ris from Jookoon? LOL. West to East. Then headed home. Before that, Weijie wanted to take cab from raffles place to simei. Then Nat says, now peak hour leh. 

* Pointing to myself.

Weijie: There! Pig. Pig Owl. LOL

Today was... Hmm. GREAT! I miss her now :( Badly.. I'm meeting you after your MT O's with my favourite ahgua kay!

Sandy......... I miss her. Though we only met like yesterday. Haha. AWWW. So sorry i didn't buy you anything at Jurong Point :( You know I love you! :)

You just have to accept the fact that someone will be leaving your life, no matter how important he or she is.

At times, i may be cheerful, high.

Telling stupid jokes,

just to cheer them up.

But, who's there for me? 

Some act like there were there.

Some, act like they ain't there.

Others, don't. Give. A. Damn.

Acted like you're by my side. Acted like you care. I'm always here for you. I bet you don't even treat me as your friend. Just someone you can use. Like an entertainer. You hate me don't you? Telling all of them. Why didn't you tell me. Wanted me to look like i'm the bad person? Get a life girl!

Today, woke up at 11 cause slept late yesterday! Hehe, met Sandy for work, Was late for half an hour! But since boss isn't in Singapore, i don't give a damn! Slack today. Like seiously. HTHT with Sandy. Omg. I. Just. Love. Her. hehe! We'll go out one day with Ray korkor kay!! 

Half way while working, Rouying called me. She said she can go out tomorrow. But i can't meet her :( I'm already meeting someone else. Urgh. I feel bad. She seldom go out, and i rejected her! AAAA. Angiela and Wileen came to IMM and find me:)

Reached home at 10.30 pm today. Super not tired! Hasn't been feeling well lately. Like sooo very bad.. Keep having fever.

Well, that's for today!! Look forward to tomorrow!!:)

You either walk out of my life now, or don't ever walk out.

HaHa. All my darlings :)

We took this together cause our outfit look similiar!

SATANIC! Haha, i'm free:)

This pic look so white!

After taking neo prints.

We took this together. But Wileen ran off at the last minute=.=

our outfit looks the same!

AND ME AND ROUYING REALISE WE LOOK SIMILIAR IN NEO PRINTS!!

Haha. Today is the last paper for MYE!:) Maths paper 2 was ohkay... Went to canteen after paper, sat there for 15 mins. Saw polar bear. AWW. Then we all went home. To change and then meet at 11.30. But we're all late! Met at 12nn in the end.. 

Vivo first.. Went cotton on. Didn't buy anything:(  Go bugis. Bought 1 clothes and wallet! Then took neo print at the last part:) Had to leave at 5 :( Not much curfew. SIGHHH. But i had fun! Hehe. 

Don't say you don't know. Because that's just an excuse. Everytime you say that, ask yourself, don't know or don't dare? Excuse or reason.

I always told others not to change themselves for others,

because they don't live to please you.

But, WHY.

Why do i keep fucking change for both of you?

When i don't even change for my mum.

I don't get it.

It's been long since i blog! Haha. Have been studying. Too busy to blog, but too free to tweet and facebook. You know what i mean?? HAHA. Well, i totally flunk my Geog and Math paper. Like seriously.

Didn't really been able to see polar bear lately.  Problems with friends. Neutral, also die. Close to one group, also die. I really is very tired. I feel so childish. CHANGE TOPIC:) Had been closer to Rachael nowadays. And the other 2 girls. The 2 friends of mine, i don't think they treat me like their friend. Awhile, they are hot to me, after that, i feel so cold. I really is not a disposable stuff.

To you, please luh. Just admit it will you? Stop denying every single fucking think. Especially your feelings.

To you, i'm not something whom you can throw and then take it make. Not a soccer ball. Please note.

Can't wait for after exams!! Will be going out with Natalie, Weijie, Rachael, Bivian, Vanessa, Angiela, Wileen and the others!! WOOOHOOOO.