My girls told me not to trust.

People told me not to trust. 

Even my girls told me that. Don't even trust them

But i wanted to prove all of them wrong.

But, People have been proving me wrong.

Breaking my trust. Betraying me. The worst thing, betrayed me, and still denies when i asked.

I really am lost when i found out. He betrayed me for her. What is this? And he still claims to be there for me and i can trust him without any doubt. When i asked him, he denied. I'm quite lost in the beginning. But after that, i looked on the other side, and thought to myself, everything happens not only for a reason, but a good one :) I often told others this sentence. So now, im telling myself.

But i will not stop trusting people because of this. 

During this period, JoshuaAng was with me :) Hahaha he always encourage me and be my listening ear and all! 

I miss Polarbear. I'm afraid a cannot see him already :( but i think that's the case now. But at least i confessed :) I won't regret.

I lost something sentimental.

Remember i said i bought this bag with adam? Couple bag? Couple pencil case? Couple highlighter?

Remember i said someone gave me this? I always bring it with me?

I lose my whole bag. The whole bag. At kfc. My girls and i were ordering food. I didn't intend to buy anything, but i followed them. We left our bag at the seats. When i came back, realised my bag was lost. The first thing i thought about is the heart. Then the tissue casing that my mum made for me.Then the bag. Then the pencil case. Calculator. Wallet. SHIT. I always watch movie with friends, and keep the tickets. I wrote down who i went out with. And i lost the whole lot together with my wallet. Inside the bag, every single thing, has a meaning to me. My textbooks, how i bought them, with who. I remember i buy it with my aunty ( maid) and it was raining, we 'saved' the books like and run home. Calculator, it was with me when i was p5. Gone through PSLE with me. Have a mark cause i dropped it. Losing my bag is like losing everything that is important to me. 

And i lost all my favourite things. My maroon comb. My pink earpiece. Pink pencil case. Pink heart shape.

The worst thing is, my notes is in my bag. And the next day is science exam. I. Need. My. Notes. So, die?  Hahaha no. I studied till 3am. Memorized a whole lot of electricity notes. AND ONLY ONE QUESTION CAME OUT _|_

These few days, alot allot alot of friendship problems. And i keep thinking of polarbear. I guess this year aint a good year for people who are born in the year of ox, as it was said during chinese new year that we will have a lot of friendship problem this year. It's ohkay :)) We'll pull it through girls!