It's 14th January ♥

It's 14th today. 4th month since i confessed. I don't even know why i'm counting this tragic, but yeahh..

1) Friendship

I seriously think that I am drifting with everyone. Literally everyone. I think it's becuz i'm not in the same class with all of you already.    I'm starting to get really paranoid. What will happen if we drift? There's too much memories, of all of us. From sec 1 till now. Maybe we have quarreled for like a fucking million times, but, we all still get back together didn't we. Amen.

2) Polarbearrrrr

Don't feel sad. Don't give up. And never never lose faith in yourself.

You took your result, i know you are not happy. But that is life right? Like how i like you and you don't. Don't have to feel sorry, becuz liking you and you have to like me in return, that's not how it works.

I believe you done well for your o's. :) You've tried your best. Stop feeling disappointed with yourself, sad, or start worrying. You can't make any changes right? Yeapyeap. Though i know you're not feeling like this anymore. But, these are the things i wanna tell you a few days ago. Hehe.

I want to go out with you luh! ._.

3) School

I dread going to school nowadays. I don't find the point anymore. Can't see him, face the girl who betrayed me, face stress and have to face my close but drifting friends.But still continue going becuz i want good results, and make my parents feel proud. 

Sometimes i honestly feel like changing school. Not that i can run away from all these. But i don't know how to face the girl who betrayed me. When she really promised me that i could trust her. And i really did trust her. I can't confront her. I can never have the strength to confront her myself alone. I need a pillar or strength to support me. Cuz i'm afraid i'm not strong enough. Call me weak. I don't mind.

Regarding my studies, haha, still able to cope everything. But my Math and Amath. I don't like the way Mrs Oh teach. I know she's an experienced teacher, but when she teach, she just simply write a questions on the board and solve it herself. That's her definition of teaching. Lucky my tuition teacher is good. But tuition just one day a week is simply not enough. But i don't want my mum spend too much money. So have to catch up :(

Pure chem. My favourite. Still able to cope!

Literature. 6 words. Oh my god. Oh dear Chanel.

Ss. Not interested in history.

Mt, LOL. Zhang Lao shi. Nice teacher. Yeap she is nice. Strict. Too strict. I don't dare to slack. Good thing ^^

English. MS NORAAAAAAA ♥

Bio. No comments.

Physics. I don't like Mrs Chang :( Her teaching. 

Her:Why does light travel in a fast speed?

*Silence.

Her: Because, light travels very very very fast.

Now you know what i mean?

4) Myself

Birken Stock

Doc Martens

Doc Martens Lowcut

Creepers

Nice right? Let me tell you what's not nice about all these. THE PRICE. All these alone will be like... 600 :( So sad right!

Yeah, so now. I think i will take forever to save 600 in one sum. Cuz i will spend. So maybe i shall buy them one by one ^^

Saya Cinta/Rindu Polarbear ♥