Of all people, why you.

Some people just don't know the difference between goodfriends and lovers. Can't opposite genders be good close friends?! Me treating him better than everybody else doesn't mean that i'm feeling a thing for him. He's attached. The world knows i love polarbear. 

If words spreads, from 'Ehh Chanel, you like so and so uhh?!' 

It might just become 'Omg! The like each other but he's attached.' 

The word 'friends' exist in the dictionary for a reason. Hello?! You guys are 15, not 13 nor 14. There's a line between goodfriends and lovers. Please, grow uppp. Stop assuming and gossiping. If i hear another thing from you, i won't hesitate to let my hand have a trip to your fucking face. Roger that.

1)Him

I miss youuu :( It's killing me... I really hope that the next time we go out, won't be on the june holss. Becuz it's soooooooo longggg. OHMY. *Faints. I want to go out with youu. Soon.

I can talk to you. Talk about everything i want. Lovelovelove.

2)You

Out of all people.... Why you?! Why must it be you. 

Did you thought of the consequences? 

Don't you know that you will hurt those you care and love you?

Why must you do this to yourself?! 

Why must you do this to me.....

I don't know how to advice you anymore. 

I don't want to care anymore. 

I'm tired.

Girl. I don't know how to face you anymore. 

You just... Disappoint me.

Go and do whatever you want. 

It's non of my business.

3)School... 

Results out, only got 1 distinction. the rest Bs. And 1 D. FFFF. 

Why did i fail?! 

Cuz of physics. 

Why did i fail physics?

Becuz i din't pay attention during class.

So now what? I seriously wants to, and have to pay attention. i expect myself to do much much better for math though... 7 more weeks to exams. Start revising now.

Really hate the guys in my class. So noisy. During lesson time, keep on yapping and yapping like nobody's business. Seriously?!! I mean like. SERIOUSLY?!! Know your limits. Yes, sometimes it's funny. But if you do it too often, instead of being funny, it will be irritating.

4)Me

got back my results slip, of course cry la. How can i accept the fact that this is the kind of results i have when i actually studies so hard?! Honestly, i think i deserve much more. LOL.

Went for morning run with mum yesterday morning. I think i injure my knee again. Permanent injuries. FML.. 

I finished homework from school!! :)))) That's why i'm blogging noww. I also finished revising already :D WAIT. I dyed my hair black already :)) Butbutbut. It's still abit brown.......... Forget it. I give upppp having a black hair :(

Let's talk about life in drama for this week. AHAHA

Manblaq, Natasha, Adam and i finished this one whole packet of mentos which belongs to Josh in less than 5 mins.

Natasha Adam and I!!

 Love him alot ♥

Yeah so we're currently preparing ourselves for the competition next friday! Hahah. Not hoping that much.. Cuz, again. It's last minute work. BYEBYE.

School tomorrow.

1)Friends

I feel so.... extra. That's all i can say. But i don't think i'm gonna continue caring like in the past and let it affect me.

2)School

School tomorrow. I'm actually feeling happy when people are whining about it. 

Why? Becuz i can see him!!! AHA. Can you imagine if you really really really like a person, and you have to live without being able to see him/her for like.... 9 days?! 9FUCKING DAYS. I miss him like fuck :( If only i'm free yesterday. IF ONLY.

Butbutbut. Change of timetable :( Don't know if we still have the same recess! GAH. Let's pray hard.

So, school reopends, means gotta remove my nail polish. Which is what i'm doing now! LOL. OHH btw, i dyed my hair BLACK already! :) I told the person i want darkdarkdarkdarkdarkdarkdarkdarkdark brown. But it turned out SO MUCH lighter. I mean ALOT lighter. I cannot accept that! So i went to dye it today. This time, i request for black :)))))) It is like.... jet black! And i'm loving it~ I'm kinda bored of brown alreadyy.

Sad part about school tomorrow is. I won't be able to blog often anymore! Like once a week maybe? Most probably every saturday.. Sad. Hahaha. I'm like so prepared for school. Lika p1 kid. HAHAHA. Let's just hope i can sleep at 10 today cuz i've been sleeping at 12 in the hols. 

YOUUUU

I will wait. ♥

A day at Sentosa with mummy and sis! ♥

Went to both Imbiah and Beach station!! :)

Chloe and I!

Mummy and I! :) Look at her cap, my sister and i both says its like a cap where people use when they do plantation. AHAHAHA

Mummy, my sister and I!

It's the min height for that ride.

Yeap! So we went for Luge ride first!

Came back from the ending point of the Luge Ride by the skyride!! 

My little model. HAHA

Next stop, Segway ride! :) We queue for like fucking 1 hour. And it's not that... fun i guess? But it's kind of a game to test your balancing. And i realized i'm always putting my weight to the back.

After that, took this tram to our next stop! ^^

Flying trapeze next!!

My mummmyyyyy

Me ^^

Chloe!

We need to practice on a lower level first~

They were ready!

My mummy. HAHAHA

Here she comess.

Chloeeeee! Hahah, she dropped on the net as though she's dying. So cute.

I tell you. That guy can be a fucking good boyfriend. He's damn sweet ohkay! HAHA. He have a good accent. Gahhh i admire him. Polarbear is the bestt

Here i gooo!

Wheee!

This is the activity i enjoy and love the most ;D

Watch a 3D show after the. It's nice!! My mum shouted HAHAHA. And my sister was embarrassed cuz she was sitting beside her. And when the lights were on, everybody was like, staring at us.......

OHHHHHHH. That man is short. I'm taller. My sister is going to be taller than me :((

Had mac for dinner. Yesterday also right?! Chanel is getting fatterrrr.

Daddy came to fetch us home after that. Incase you guys are wondering why didn't he come, cuz he doesn't like outdoor stuffs and he's afraid of heights. I remember in 2010 our whole family went to USS and we took the Egyptian ride, incase you guys dont know what is it, it is also a rollercoaster, but in the dark. After riding it, when we came out, he was in shock, didn't say anything. Afterawhile then he began complaing. HAHAHA cute right.

Today was awesome i guess. First time in history my mum initiated to bring us out. Seriously?!! Hahah, she took 2 days off. Thursday and Friday which is today. But today is not the day :( Not the right time. So didn't really enjoy THAT much, but did enjoyed la, counted as. LOL.

If you guys did realize, i havent dye my hair. LOLOLOLOLOL. I'm always procrastinating and i know it. I'm lazy lorrr, this sunday. I promised. When school reopens, i will say byebye to my golden brown hair :( but ohhwell! 

I finished all my holiday assignments and im so proud of it! HAHAA.

If only tomorrow i'm free :( I'll be going out with him for a movie..... But i'm fucking busy la. No fair. It's ohkay. There's always a next time to meet up right?! Like to study and all. But. IMISSHIM. YOU GET IT?!

These few dayss.

HELLO! I'm back again. I'm just trying to keep my blog SUPER alive during the hols.
I changed my new blog skin! :)) Ohh! And i updated this post! :)

Yesterday, which is.... wednesday? Didn't meet Yuting for lunch. She couldn't make it :( She asked me out after my drama for Pool though, but you know.. I got curfew. So i didn't manage to go. 

But anyway! I met Maynine, Junxian, Jiahui, Noel and Javier for lunch at 18chef! I wasn't hungry, and was very full! Cuz i had coke for breakfast -.- But still, didn't wanted to feel left out, i ordered. But know what? ALL of them. I mean ALLL. Ordered Cheese baked pasta/rice. And i was the only one who ordered pasta -.- FFFFFFFFFFFFF. Haha, we talk about stupid things that i dont want to say it here. And i can say that the guys have HORRIBLE time with Maynine and I.

We were late, so cab down to school. Went to drama after that, and saw someone I. DONT. WANT. TO SEE. Totally ruined my mood. Skipskipskip. 

Supposed to dye hair, but postponed it to today!

So... today. Met adam for lunch at tiong. AGAIN. No way am i going to eat 18chef i tell you! We were supposed to meet at 12.45. But i reached at 115. I thought i was late. But he was later -.- LUCKY i saw Theresia, Fyona and Manpreet! So i chit chat with them. When adam reached, we decided to eat mac. HAHA. unhealthy and i know it.

UNGLAM I KNOW. Theresia took this. Have no idea when she took it. But i just want to post this cuz in future when i'm reading back my old post, i will kind of remember what i did last time. SPOT MY BURGER. So unhealthy. I ordered no mayo. But end up taking all the vege out. HAHAHAHAHAHA. 

I ate too slow... And we were gonna be late for cca so Adam, Manpreet and I cab down to school! I think becuz of the coke, i was a lil high... And i sang in the cab. I know i totally embarrassed manpreet and adam. But i can't control myself. LOL.

Adam and I! His fringe is longgg ^^ I tied my hair :D

I don't know when Manblaq took this for me. Haha, but you can see, infront of me, other groups are rehearsing! My group are resting cuz we rehearsed before them! BTW, we are going for a competition on 30march. a friday. On his birthday. SIAN. FMLLLL

I always wonder, why do we always do things last minute. Especially drama club. Applies the same to festivo, it was on july 2010, and we only rehearsed on june. SYF, on march 2011, but we only have the actual script on jan? And now, competition, march 2012, we only got the script like yesterday. Seriously? I don't like the rushing and stuffs.. If we continue this way, we will never be able to improve. Too bad, i don't have say now.

Went home with Moniyyka just now! I was telling her about him and what we did when we went out! Talk about some funny stuffs. And i swear we were laughing and talking DAMN loud. People are giving us that WTF face. But. I. Just. Can't. Control.

Last saturday, went to Chinese Garden with my sister and my mum! Run la!! HAHAHA. Spot my pimple :((

Kay, seriously, do we look alike? I mean VERY alike?! People who don't know us, like whenever we go shopping with my mum, 99percent of them will ask my mum. 'Are they twins?' HAHAHA.

We took this ^^ NICE RIGHT.

Friends.

I tend to feel very insecure in friendships. I don't know. Up till now, i cant find anyone who i can really trust to not leave me. Here's a few words. 

In the end, they all leave. 

I think i gotta learn some tips from him. LOL. Not to care too much. Just accept what is going to or already happened. No point caring too much, it doesn't make a difference to people whether they are going to leave you.

And, in case you're wondering, why didn't i take picture with my friends and blog like i always did. Cuz.. They don't seemed like they want to? Yeah. So i guess i won't be taking much pictures now.. Unless they have the mood to, or they initiate it. I don't want to irritate them.

I realized i'm always procrastinating!!!!

First, i said i want to buy a high cuts doc Marts.

Then i said i want a low cut Doc Marts.

Then i said i want a Birken Stock.

I also said i want a creepers, did i?

Freshlooks lens?

Tagger bag?

I said i want to buy SOME of them during the march hols right? I saved enough already.... But i don't know why i just don't want to buy. I shall wait till june! And i will do a formal shopping spree alone! Or maybe with Natalie to buy our Doc Marts together ^^ Right now Chanel, concentrate STUDYINGG.

I'm gonna go out with my mum and sis to sentosa to play outdoor games! :) It's Imbiah Lookout. I think? So looking forward to it! But.. part of me also don't look forward to it :( Wrong timing.

Alright! Gonna dye my hair later!! To black. People are telling me not to dye :(( But... AIYA.