It's 14th today.

Hello I'm back again after like... 2 weeks? Reason why i didn't blog last week is becuz i'm busy doing homework and going out with my family!! hehehe. 

School

School is still... Awesome i should say :) I can see him! But it's like i'm getting more and more worried as days pass. I'm running out of time to revise for midyear. I have really high hopes in myself for doing well. But heard from my teachers and seniors that midyear will be hard. My self esteem drop :( And i have no idea what to do. The only thing i can do is just to work hard isnt it? Which means to say, i think the next time i blog will be after exams! But i'll still be active on twitter! :)

Polarbear

I really miss you :( Alot. Though i can like see you in school almost everyday... But it's just different. It's been really really long since i last talk to youuuuu... Urgh... You're so busy... 

Me

Everything is fine i think. Just that there're some conflicts between between my friend and i. But i love her alot. So we're back together again! :D Well, that's all.

Let's talk about last week? Since i didn't blog. HAHAHA

Had speech day rehearsals for like 3 times a week i think... It's so tiring! :(

Good Friday

Went to temple to baibai with all my cousins. I think we do that every year!

And had family gathering afterwards! Camwhore a lil :D Wait. I mean a lot. But i'm gonna show SOME. HAHAH

I don't think you can see us actually... The camera quality suck i know. It's becuz of the lighting! But the top 2 pictures were on purpose.

On the way to buy koi!!!

TEEHHEEEEE.

QT pies drinking koi!

This is what WE do after we eat :D

CAMWHORE TIME

HAHAHAHAH

IM TALLER.

Jacky and I! I think he's like the ONLY guy who won't complains when asked to take LOADS of pictures with me. HAHA. He's not irritated at all. We took like 20 over pictures and these are like the 4 that was slightly better than the rest -.- HAHAH. I've yet to meet his GF. hmmmm

Wanting, Jacky and I! Dont we look white?

They're the only cousin that i put their names here. Not gonna reveal too much! Haha. But just gonna say, Was with XuanHui, JiaRong, Zhiyu, Enne, Ferlysia, Kenny, Zhihan, Junwei, Joel, Jacky, Wanting, My sister and i! Haha go figure out who is who IF YOU HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO.

Spent my day with them :) It was fun! Like the camwhoring, jokes and stuffs. Can't wait for the next family gathering! There might be cousin's outing on june waiting for meeee. HAHAHA

Sunday

My sister cooked! WITH MY HELPP. Don't judge by it's look. It's niceeeeeee.

Went to cemetery with my mother side family! Then wen't to jcube!

Bought KOI again! :S

So many people ice skating!!

I tell you. I'm so gonna go ice skate with my boyfriend in future! It's so sweet. I saw couples holding hands and skating! AHHH. 

This week

Went for dental appointment and dentist said i'm a good girl becuz i didn't drop any brackets this time!!

Had bad cramps on wednesday and manblaq bought me a cup of hot milooo. Sweet right

Let some photos do the talking!

Went home with them after a long day! And the best thing is, there's some problem with the train -.- So reach home nearly at 8 that day.

On friday, there's a don't know what mt thingy. It's so boring that Shermin and I entertained ourselves with our phones, and took pictures also. FAIL.

See this bitch. Eating like nobody's business. Image=0

 Todayy

Speech day!

Teacher's bought mac breakfast for drama club! How sweet can they be? <3

He was literally shouting to every body, telling them he will be changing his clothes there.

Moniykka, Atika and I.

Took Polaroids with my senior! JiaEn and Faeza :D 

Rouying. Not bad! This hairstyle suits you :)

Went to JCUBE with Faeza, Adam and Shermin!

They came to my house. See they're totally leaving me out cuz of kpop -.-

Is this how you behave in people's house?

He stayed till like... 9 at my place. HAHAHA. Slack lor.. Too tired to do homework. But i manage to finish! He ate like 4 piece of pizza, 2 chicken wings. TSKTSK. Fat ass. HAHA. He's like always trying to maintain himself becuz my mum is around. ACTTT

My sister is cute right? See the text above? She forward that message to both my mum and I. Cuz we were literally neglecting her!! AWWWWW. HHAHA

Yeah that's all for today! The last time i'm blogging will be after exams i think :( BYEBYE.

Some decisions made, can't be undone.

Hello! Imma blogging today cuz i finished my homework :DDDD I changed my phone! So this blog.. Will have kinda lots of picture. HAHA. But one thing. The blogger apps sucks to the max. I thought i can finally blog from my phone to be more active. FML

1)School

School is still fine i guess? And i think i'm coping quite well including physics :)) That's a fucking good news kay!! OHH. Except. EXCEPT. Amath. Though im quite alright at that subject.... and i'm in the better amath class? But i'm very stress :( I'm counted the better students in MY class. But im considered one of the weaker students in the better Amath classss cuz it consist of 3E and 3FFFF. Most of them are from 3E. Cuz thats the best class. And i'm sitting beside Cynthiaaaa :((( KILL ME MAN. She's so smart can! 

SO, better class= Quieter. Which is a good thing. I can concentrate better. BUT. Also=teaching faster and lesser questions= i won't dare to ask questions cuz i might disturb or irritates them if i do. I won't really ask questions.. Just hope that i can catch up!

2)Polarbear

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! Belated. Nothing much to say... But. Hope you enjoyed your day that day! :) Good luck for your upcoming exams!! LOVELOVELOVE.

3)Me

I don't know what to say. Just. Thankful that i have a few people by my side. 

Let's talk about.. Thursday? :)

Met Nat for awhile cuz i need black shirt for drama! And asked if she has it. So she passed it to me at Jurong and we chit chat for 10 mins? Before we parted. I'm not THAT sad when we parted cuz i'm meeting her the next day for lunch! So.. yeah. 

She fucking bought Martens without waiting for me. BITCH. We planned to buy our first martens together remember? :( Nevermind, at least she promised during the June hols she will accompany me to get mine!

 Look at her green hair!!

Friday.

HIS BIRTHDAYYYY. 

 Met Moniykka and Umi in the morning to go to school together! Cuz we had drama competition!!

Manblaq and I!! Had to wear blackkk. I'm of course the fatter one laaa. I kinda like the way my converse it. Dirty but nice. HAHAH WEIRD ME.

All of the upper sec drama members! :)

Heeeez. 

After performing. The judges were giving us comments! It was kinda good? They liked our performance somehow. 

DRAMAMAMAMAMAMAMA

Debrief.

We were playing.....? I forgot. HAHAA

Back at school! Had late recess!!

After school he gave me cakeee! Cuz his friends celebrate it for him :) The cake was niceee!!! VERYVERYVERYNICE. BUT. BUT. It was a BIG slice. And got very guilty after eating it :(

Went to meet Nat for lunch after that with Adam!

Again. I'm left out. They had cheese bake rice.

HAHAHAHA JIAOBIN OR WHAT.

After eating, camwhore a lil!!

PeakHour (Pig Owl)

Pig Owl Panda

Fun catch up with nat!! We didn't meet like for 3 months...? And when we met up, we're still not awkward talking to each other! YAYYY. Was very sad whn had to leave :( Cuz every time when we part, we don't know when is the next time we will meet :( IM SO SAD.

While walking to the train station, someone hit me REALLY HARD from behind. Turned around. And saw someone!! Hahaha i was so excited that i kept hitting herr. 

OUR VERY FIRST PICTURE TOGETHER.

AHAAHA.

Yes! Met Yuting. The last time i saw her was like.. Januaryy. I swear camwhoring in the train is the silliest thing ever!!! We can feel everyone looking at us... Omg. HAHAHA.

Saturday

Had a new iPhone cover!! :D

SEE THIS. FAIL BIG TIME. It's one of my friend. But i think it's better to cut of her profile..

Completely ignore me when she's using her phone. I think she has a boyfriend ^^

HEHE Making a fool out of ourselves.

Had mac for dinner that day. At 10pm. FAT

YES im wearing angry bird shirt ;D

Sunday

It's April fool today right :) People tried fooling me! Noel is one of them. Rouying too. Too bad, i have to keep what she said confidential. Cuz... AIYA. But i fooled people too :d

Drank koi today. AGAIN. Fat i know! I drank koi yesterday afternoon. Then had mac for dinner.

Today, i drank koi too. Then had KFC for dinner. COOL RIGHT. I think i will gain 10kg in the weekend. FML.

But anyway. I'm loving my phone!!

Gonna dedicate messages to people too. But names will not be named.

To you, yes i may have hurt you by scolding you and stuffs. I treated you badly these days. But i hope you understand me. And i'm gonna tell you here. I don't like the way how you treat me. I feel that you're just treating me as a 'standby' friend. When you find someone better, you would just go with them and leave me. When they leave, you will come back to me again. I know i hurt you. But what you're doing, hurts me too.

To you, i'm really sorry for hurting you. Not being there for you when you need me. At your most vulnerable state, i just stare and leave you crying. I know that some things that are done, can't be undone. But i really hope i can mend the scars. The promise we made. I'll never break it. 

To you, yes i've changed. I think you changed too. For the worst. I start to feel like we're just good friends. Where's my bestbestbest friend?! The one i can rely on and trust when i have no one else. The one who will always make me laugh without fail. Where is he?!! Sigh. Maybe i just have to accept the fucking fact.

Shall sign off from here!