Before everything, i want to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MANBLAQ. <3 And advance HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JINGYIN! Will blog about it soon.
SO. I'm back to this little space of mine after sooooooo long. And, a lot of things happened recently. I'm gonna rant a lil. (You can skip this part if you don't wish to read and scroll down for pictures. Just typing these shits becuz, this is MY blog. IDGAF if you are annoyed by my rants.)
Been studying for the past 2 weeks for my common test and my mood was really really bad. I doubt if any of my friends noticed.
But. Yeah i tried so much to not show it (i think i succeeded) and just laugh and be my normal self.
I don't want to be mad at my friends for little things just becuz i'm in a foul mood.
So, i just did something, and it really helps me. Just care less. You don't care so much, and nothing can make you upset. Nothing can make disappoint you.
Which also brings me to this point. I don't know if any of you experienced this. But for me, i experienced a lot of times. But this time, it really hurt me.
Let me ask you some question.
Do you ever have a friend that you cared so much, that means so much to you, that every morning when you see them, you just want to talk to them and the amount of things you can talk about is thisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss much?
Being there for them when they need someone, always listening without getting irritated?
Giving them the best advice that you can give for their own good?
But. Suddenly, they just leave you and goes closer to another friend that they once complained about how irritating and how much they hate them?
After what you have done, they forget every single thing?
Removing you from their live? Treating you as standby?
Talking to you only when they need you?
Yes. I'm experiencing these. I don't know what i can do to make them come back. I feel so lost. It's like i lost my full time listener, the one who will laugh with me, withstand my attitude, listen to my crap, takes my 'beating' when i go crazy laughing, know what i'm thinking without me saying. It's really hard to find a full time true friend.
That's the end of my rants. Time for the pictures!
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Last Sunday, my cousins, aunts and uncle came over to my place for a family gathering! We eat, we chit chat, we laugh and we played. Let the pictures do the talking!
Sandy! She came for a while and left to meet her bf!
Had a mahjong session with Jacky, WanTing and my sister! We played for like 4hours. Hahaha really complete the WHOLE game.
Went ice skating at like 9.30pm!
Yeap! That's all :p I know it's very little! Haha, this time, i didn't take picture with Jacky. We were so busy talkingg!
So, to people who are reading this post, let me tell you. There is really a BIGBIGBIG difference in skating at afternoon, evening and at NIGHT! Our slot was from 2145-2345. And there were less than 30 people skating. We can skate as fast as we can without worry if we would fall/bump into people!
After 2 hours of skating, the ice wasn't wet yet! (To people who doesn't know, when there are loads of people skating, the ice melts faster)
Me: Actually wanted to ask you guys if we should skate.
WanTing: NEVER SAY EARLIER!
Me: Hahaha scared you all don't want.
Jacky: Really want ah? LET'S GO(In Chinese, ZOU LORRR)
It was really a last min decision whether to skate or not! hahaa! So i didn't want to wear shorts, nor do i want to wear jeans :/ You can see from the picture, i just wore a leggings inside my shorts. (Lazy people)
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That's actually what i captured after so long. Yes, i have not been taking pictures lately :p Anyway, will be going to have a CIP trip with my drama members at LengKee CC tomorrow morning from 7am-10am!
Till then, see ya!
