Before everything, MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!
Thankyou Van, Carmen and Cherrie for that mysterious gift! (i Havent open them yet.. I know i'm slow)
Chloe and Wendy for the cards!
Manblaq for the Sephora lotion and stuffs and Nat for the victoria's secret pefume! Hahaha!
It will soon be the end of 2012. Farewell.
Many things happened this year and time past so fast. Just in another blink of eye, I'll be taking my O's already.
School will be reopening on the 2nd. And I'm definitely not prepared yet. Not prepared both mentally and physically. I can't imagine myself coping with O's. I just can't. It's too scary. I really wish time would pause at 2012. Give me a little more time to prepare myself.
Along the way this year, there're some people who brightens up your day, make you laugh, cry and also add colors to your black-and-white life. It would be good to dedicate a little note for them right? ehhehehe here i gooooooo.
Ohh, this post might be a little boring for some one you, you can choose not to read though. And to the people whom i will be mentioning through twitter, scroll and see your picture! I've nothing much to say to some of you but if you're in this post, IT MEANS YOU MEAN SOMETHING TO ME. Hehehehhehe.
Dearest family.
Thankyou for everything. That's all i have to say. My pillar in life. Best thing i can ever ask for in life. My priority.
One and only sister
Hey Baby Chloe, hehee thankyou for listening to my... craps(?) at night. Sometimes even falling asleep while listening. Though we quarrel like.... every single minute, and my shitty attitude towards you can be really really bad at times, you'll take it in and walk away. Only talking to be after awhile, i really appreciate that babyyyyyy.
I'm sorry if I wasn't there when you're having friendships problems, or when you need help in your studies. I just don't have patience when it comes to helping you in your studies. I get too worried and frustrated when you don't know how to do math problems. SorrySorrySorry.
2012 is going to be over. Sec 1 life for you will be over really soon. Next year, sec 2 will be your streaming year, study hard, do well and choose subjects that you like! JieJie will be support you :pp I love you smooooooooooooooch ♥♥
my 3 bestfriends(a friend like you is hard to find)
Stupid girlfy
Hi girlfy, thankyou for being such aa...... idiot.
Hehe you're the first person i would turn to everytime i have troubles. Chloe is too young for me to talk about everything (but i trust her as much as i trust you, so don't ever break it). I want to say, your advice are simply one of the best. You'd ask me what's wrong the moment you see my twitter, trying ways to cheer me up. I really appreciate that! I love moments when we walk home together after school, having those little talks. Sometimes i don't even want to part with you so I'll just wait for your bus with you. And OH. Our study dates at my house. Study + gossip >> Gossip + shopping. Those are the perfect moments that I cherish.
I was really afraid when you were being transferred out of 3F. Becuz everyone will drift when we change classes, but you proved me wrong. I thank you for that. Thanks for staying.
This year had been the toughest year for you. I don't know if I was there for you every single time... Sorry if i wasn't. I have a lot of things to tell you after reading your blog.
'Maybe it's because my thoughts brainwashed me, telling me what for you put in your efforts now, no one will ever notice them, they're always saying you won't succeed anyway.'
You are absolutely wrong. Everyone will take notice of you if you put in effort. But, why bother about others? Do things that make you smile. Fuck the rest of them who've been trying to pull you down, mocking at you. You WILL succeed, provided you put in effort.
'I know i wasted a lot of time on that person, and he'd been someone i hated most now. Although i didn't think of him that often now, he appeared less in the crowd as clones of him to me, he still appeared in my dream. I just felt unfair and upset why am i stuck at this state yet how much he said he can't move on and felt hurt but in the end, he moved on faster than me. And became more disappointing. Found himself a new girlfriend. No comments nor compliments of the girl, i guess people should know where that girl stands. I guess he is be the reason i'm cautious to people now. A lesson to me. Fruitful one.'
Fuck him. Just know that everything happens for a reason. Perhaps this tragedy is something for you to be happy for becuz you learnt something that you might not be able to, right?
'Yes, i'm stupid enough this year too.'
There's a difference between stupid and learning through mistakes.
We'll have our national exams next year, right? Let's work hard together ohkay? I promise I'll be there to help you if you need any help. But, you must change your attitude towards school too. You don't hate school, but hate the people in school who're trying to pull you down right? You told me before. Why care about them so much? There's only one reason for why they are pulling you down. They're just plain jealous of you.
Let's work hard together towards our goal. 2013 will be a better year. Loveyou ♥
NattyOwlly
Hey bitchhhh. Thanks for always being there for me. Giving your best advice as a sister. Giving advice not just for the sake of it but for my own good. Although we meet like... Once in every 3 months, whenever we meet, i don't feel any walls forming between us. We won't even feel awkward and just laugh at stupid things in public. I love how you treat me like your little sister becuz i feel safe when i'm with you. Your warm hugs.
I know i wasn't there for you whenever you feel down. Probably becuz you think I'm too young to understand? ahaha like how i tell Chloe something but not everything. You're one of the people i trust. 2 and a half years of friendship and counting ♥♥
JiaMin
Hi JiaJia. HAHAH maybe i should really call you that next year.
Well this year, we've gone like super duper close compared to last year right? Nobody was like that ohkay. No one. All of my best friends are like comes like this.
1) strangers > normal friends > close friends > best friends (Nat)
2) normal friends > close friends > best friends (Van)
and you, hibye friends and BOOM >> best friends.
I don't know if this is a good thing, haha but what matters most is, we're best friends! And i thank god for that :) The moment i learn that Van was transferring to another class, i was.... :( I hate it when my best friend is separated from me, becuz that's when walls and everything will built up right? I never thought that i would have a best friend in my class. I just thought that maybe i will have a good friend to talk and stuff. Until you came along.
Hehee our toilet session in the morning, taylor swift songs in the morning. :) Thankyou for tolerating my and my shits. Sorry for hurting you. Let's work hard together next year! Thanks soooooooo much. ♥
All the people who made my 2012 fun.
Jacky
Hey asshole. Favourite couzie. Thanks for the jokes that you make la. haha! I don't want cheesy with you later my goosebumps. Hehe just thankyou^^ And all the best in your running!
Sandy
Hehe Hey Sandy! I chose this pic becuz korkor is here too:p Last long to the both of you andddddd thankyou for trusting me and telling me everything about your life, what you're unhappy at and stuff. I may not give you good advices, but i promise to always be there to listen. Loveyouu!
Hi TingTingg!! Thankyou for trusting me and telling me your problems sometimes. It feels good to have someone you trust. But i think it feels better to be trusted by someone. Last long with Martin! Ohh and also, thankyou for asking me if i'm alright everytime after seeing my tweets. I really appreciate that! I'll forever treasure you as a good + close friend. See you this friday! I've got aloooooot to tell you.
HI MANBLAQ. Hehe thanks for your good advices and when it comes to... anything. And also helping me in my SS :PP That's the best thing someone have done for me when it comes to homework ohkay. You don't help me for the sake of helping but you help genuinely. Thankyouuuuuuuuuu!! It's good knowing you and we've gotten muchhhh moreeeeee closer this year compare to last year right! hehehehehe. :)
Cherrie Chye Shu Hui! Hehe calling for fun though.. It's been long since i called you this way. It's really good to know that we're still contacting. We didn't meet for a year and just met last week, it was really nice to not feel awkward with you! Next year will be a better year. Those shits you have this year will be over:) Thankyou for being such a nice friend. My longest friend in history. 9years and counting!
Hi Rou! My laughing partner. Things that happened around the both of us will alwaaaaays be hilarious. Really! I don't laugh that much with anybody ohkay! Hahaha! I got something to tell you. You learnt something from an incident already right? Cherish people around you and don't regret when they leave. Becuz always remember you have a choice back then. If there's a similar thing that happens again, *choi but you'll know what to do right? Hehe don't regret! :) SEEYOU!
Hey Adam, thankyou for being such a nice friend! Hehe your nonsense and everything. Keep on dieting! But also must train muscles la. Disgusting if a guy is skinny and have no muscles.... Anyway, work hard next year! And never lose faith in math! Don't give up :) See you next year!
Hi ChewChew. My talking partner in bio! Haha, IF next year we're sitting together, in any class, no talking anymore ohkay? O's next year. Work hard! I believe you'll do well! WAIT. DON'T SLAP AND PINCH ME ANYMORE CAN OR NOT. Very pain leh :( Haha see you next year!
HI POHPOH. Makan partner! Whenever i think of you, i reaaaallllyyyyyyyy thought of Seould Garden. I'm serious!!!! Hahah! Anyway, hope you'll do well next year :) We kind of drifted this at the second half of the year right :( Hope we'll be like sec 2 again! Heheh see you next yearr!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY! I've finally moved on. I supposed.
Till then XOXO.