Fuck reality. Awful flashbacks. Horrible memories.
These few weeks had been horrendous. Nightmares, and me dealing with emotional problems. Whatever.
Anyway, I haven't been blogging lately becuz there's basically nothing for me to blog about AT ALL. It's always school > eat > homework > sleep. And these routine continues everyday. During weekends, I hardly go out! Mid Year is like coming in 3 weeks time. Panicking URGH
Let's bring time back to roughly 2 weeks ago.
SYF
Manblaq and my master piece - Adam.
Hehe Ms Anis
We went cray cray infront of the dressing table cuz the lighting makes our eyes look so blink blink!
SM(Stage Manager), ASM(Assistant SM), Assistant Director and 2 props manager! Haha!
Then it was our show.... *no photos taken*
Back in school...
Tsktsk. Senior bullying Junior.
A picture with my favourite teacher, Ms Anis again! Hehe this was after the performance and look at our really-super-relaxed faceee!
Well, I don't have much to comment on this performance. Just keeping my fingers crossed for our results that will be releasing on this wednesday.. Congrats to band who got COA! :)
Randoms
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Went home with Jacky on...... thursday I think! Hehe as usual, a picture and some chit chat session.
Stayed back on Thursday with these 2 awesome girls and... gossip :p
It was siblings day! Hehe my baby.
A day with the 2 other Cs
Met for lunch!
Then head over to my place to do project.
This was them before taking picture. Wiping their faces. HAHA
Meeting them was fun I guess. Haha at least they kept me busy on a Sunday. I'm seeing them everyday this week for 7 days man. Haha cuz yesterday was speech day.!
Welll. I'm missing him a lot these days. Especially becuz I'm thinking so much and schools like stressing me more than ever. I really need someone to be there for me 24/7. I know it's impossible. And it's not that my friends hasn't been there for me, it's just.. I don't know how to tell them what I'm feeling now. No matter how much they say they'll always be there for me, a part of me still don't feel secure. There are some things that changed in this month ; I'm still trying my very best to adapt to it. Stay strong and move on. Till then, see ya!