...

   Hurting him is ENOUGH. Now, other than just shooing him away. Don't talk to him. Don't pull his self esteem down.. He's already staying strong.. I know you don't have any feelings for him... I'm just encouraging him and we are both thinking positive.. You don't have to always do that you know. Simple things that you do, HURT HIM A HELL LOT. And i really mean it. I may not see it. But i feel it. When i'm talking to him, i can feel that he's struggling inside. Even though he said, it was his lap top that's making the crying or sniffing sound.. I didn't believe.... He needs glue gun.. Mentally..
    Darling Natasha... Do me a favour. And in school, whatever you tell me to do, i will just listen. Even if it means that you don't talk to me. Darling, i always love you.

  It's a pain to see him like that. Smiling even he's so hurt.. Boy, stay strong.

Tiring day

Warmth hug. Sighh...

  Today.. At hall. Me and Rouying was laughing till... Can die that kind. AND WE WERE LAUGHING AT SOMETHING STUPID! Then Mr Tan told Rouying not to laugh like me, then i was like =.= -'-. Doesn't she always laugh like me? It's you always never really see us laughing. 

  

   Talked to Natasha.. for at least 10 mins..

   English class... HM... A class out out 34 students.. 22 never do homework. OMG! HAHA. Then kenna teacher..

   DNT, hmm.... A class out of 34 students, 12 need go toilet... HMM.. 

Then maths, a class out of 34 students, the lowest was 1/40. HMMMMM .

haha, was texting Sandy during class... Kepp talking about contact lense:) can't wait to see you on friday!:)

  

  After school went to bubble tea shop with Rouying, Qifen, Manpreet and Fyona.. Singing on the way home. hehe. Reached Redhill mrt... Need to say bye bye to Rouying :( Reached home at 5 plus... Went to bath, revise.. then use computer!:)

  Note to all: Cherish when you have that something and i mean really cherish it... Don't just let it go because of some small matter... Because, it's very hard to find a person you really really love. So think twice before doing anything foolish. ( note that i'm not saying about anyone. just merely saying. No hard feelings.)

HEHE! Yesterday was fun:D

HEHE! Chanel nail polish :D

 haha, Woke up in the morning at 8am yesterday when i slept at 5am =.= Was soo damn tired. Sandy, Joel, My sis, and me went to eat breakfast.. Then we lie on bed, chit chat again. But soon, me and Sandy fell asleep again. We sleep till 10.45am.. Went to bath, then make up, dress up and we head to IMM to work ;D Sent my sister home first..

   IMM was fun. haha. Me and Sandy took some pictures, played, and laugh:) Saw a guy, who's quite good looking.. He always say Hi to Sandy, but yesterday, he was kinda cold to her.. For no particular reason. Ate Burger King for lunch.. Then Sandy don't know why, I think bladder got problem, went to the toilet for a few times.. And i just went once. At evening, her friend came to find her.. His hair was like..... BABOM! ehhe. Get what i mean?:)

  We ate at around 9.40pm for dinner.. Went to my house downstairs to eat. Chit chat while eating.. HEHE. Sent her to mrt station so that she could walk home. Then walk back home.. Mum just nag abit. Then slept at 11pm. Sandy, you leh? Quite late huh?:( Can't wake up the next morning... Mum scolded me:P

Oh. My. God.

I can't sleep!! It's almost 5am now! And i can't sleep... Need to wake up at 9 tomorrow... To accompany Sandy to work at IMM.. My eyes is still like 2 fishball -.- OMG.


                       To you, just don't let the stuffs around you to pull your self esteem down:)
                                                       Be confident of yourself:D

 HAHAHA, Currently staying over at Sandy's (my cousin) house. Can't sleep!! GOSH. I'm like still staring at the com.. Not knowing what to do.. Can't entertain myself with anything.. WHAT TO DO!!Anyway, Taekwondo on Friday was fun. Do some kicks and little sparrings.. Results not out yet :/ Not sure when is the result out..

Yesterday... AEP :D

HEHEHE. AEP was fun yesterday... Acted with Adam... Junxian and Maynine acted also... But with a different script.. HAHA, and, i just realised something about me:) I love acting as much as dancing!!:)

Took a few pictures with friends :D

He went to take the props from other groups to play with them.. Small boy :)

Your tummy!!:)

Adam <3

hehe, our props:)

Cute right?? Girls, stop your nose from bleeding;)

Manpreet's eye lashes are soooo long! I'm kinda jealous :/

Adam's is also VERY long :/

Qifen:) I love my smile:)

Me and Adam:) My shoe, Finger... HEHEHE.

ANYWAY. Yesterday, Mother Tongue homework, never do =.= Geography.. Keep talk to wileen.. HAHA. We kept talking and talking about some lame stuffs... Math.... Lim Lay Eng's speed is still ohkay now... We are used to it already ;)

Love you.

I'll love you forever and always. No matter what you do, who you are, or how you change. Always, always love you. Cause you're still my sister, Rachel Wan Wei Lin. The elder sister who i once knew, from the very beginning. But, i lost you. Now, it's not that i didn't know what i have, but. I never thought of losing you. How are you? Are you stressed? Remember not to sleep late if there's school. Rest early. Drink lots of water so you won't be sick easily. Don't put to much make up as it will spoil your face. Remember also to go home earlier so it will be safer as you're a girl. When doing stretching, don't over stretch and hurt yourself. PT, must know your limits. Don't hurt you body. Don't eat too much fast food. Very unhealthy. Don't dye you hair too often, it will spoil your pretty hair.

Stop acting cute.. -'-

Today, Rouying was late... Then i help her copy literature notes, good right :) Then she came when the class is going to end.... She literally came at 8.35am. WOW :D During recess, she was like laughing FOR NO REASON. Me, Rouying, Debbie, Wileen and Shermin was giving the ._. =.= -.- face. HEHE. Then at the western food stall, she was laughing none stop. Me and Rouying saw Angiela's face. 0.o DAMN FUNNY. During homework period, me and Rouying drew some stuffs....

After school, DRAMA!!!!! We played games with the sec ones again :D Also very fun, some of them really enjoy it while some of them were playful.. We got released at 4.30pm. Went to bubble tea shop with moniykka, manpreet, and natasha. Bought choco waffle, and kena my whole shirt :( hehe, but still, it was fun. Very tired today :( Nowadays, i have to sleep before 10pm to make sure i'm very awake the next day... AND, my eye bag is almost gone :)

Yesterday... At Jurong Point :D AND, Cross Country :)

Today was fun. CROSS COUNTRY! Achieved 17th place :D But the distance was kinda short :/ Argh!! I should have run faster!! Then i can achieve top 15. Or even top 10. I hope she was beside me, giving me the strength..... Anyway, hahaha.

Falcon was the last :( Champion for 3 years, but became the last for this year :(:(

As for  Eagle, they won the champion :/

HEHEHE, My besties :)

Me and Maggie;) I like my smile :D

Adam;) Your hair!

HAHA, Pulling Adam to jurong point with Manpreet, Qifen, Fion, Maynine and Junxian.. But failed :(

Went to Jurong point with Manpreet, Qifen, Fion, Maynine and Junxian :


HAHA. We bought StarBucks. It was awesome! Junxian treat me and Manpreet :D We went to shop  and look at some clothing and the couple were like following us and they started to get bored. HAHA.:P

StarBucks is nice!

HAHA. Ate mac.

Met my sister after that. Ate mac with her for lunch AGAIN. haha.

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hehe, Mac Spicy:)

I think this is the only picture that i think that my sister and i look like each other ;)

My sister <3

Went to IMM for dinner AGAIN. But lucky not mac again.... Texted Nat <3... haha. Ohh.....

hmmm. Let it be.

Today was fun, my little brother cousin came to my house, we went to CSI. HAHA, Fun ttm! Quite a good experience though. Then when we were sending him back, he was DAMN sad :( AHHA. went to buy some sweet for him, and he was happier. Currently drinking vodka :) NICE!

Andrei, hey i really miss you. During the march holidays, i can see you!! But after that, when can i see you again :( I'm afraid i have to wait till next chinese new year......

Seriously. Fuck you.

To you, can you stop fucking act cute. Just to seek attention? Sorry to say, his heart isn't with you. It's with other girl. So, acting cute doesn't let him like you or look at you. It is just.......... nothing to describe. I can only say, you are really pathetic. I can't even compare you to the world's fucker bitch. Because, at least, a bitch has character. You doesn't. Too bad. Why can't you just be yourself. Because, when a person be his or herself, it is their best self. Please, stop it. I'm really disgusted by you.

To you, oh my god. I didn't know why there were so much conflicts between us last year and we are like enemy. But now, we are so close until i can tell you my deepest secrets. (Maybe you didn't realise what i tell you is a secret) I LOVE YOU MY BEST FRIEND!!

To you, sorry for misunderstand you for siding them. Really sorry. But now, i clearly know what you're doing :) I LOVE YOU!

hahaha.

It has been long since I blog ehh. So frustrated doing math... Lim Lay Eng go so fast..

Anyway. On Valentine's, recieved a flower and a pig keychain clock.... From don't know who. Was found at my door step.. There wrote,  你是我的星星，我是你的天空.. Then I was like.... Ohh. LOL!

Then I wished him Happy Valentine's, he didn't reply :( 

Then yesterday, me and Rouying were like not feeling well.... Then during recess, we slept outside class... So sian.. Then after school ate lunch with Qifen and Fion.. Sooooo funn.

Today, school was ohkay, drama was fun!! Sec one's get to eat pizza but seniors don't :( then we are like have to serve them... Stupid right... Argh.

To you, stop fucking act cute, because it's not at all.. The more you act cute, the more not cute you are. So, FUCK OFF.

To you, can you stop po-ing people, it's damn irritating if you realise...

And to all my besties,

Rouying

Debbie

Shermin

Wileen
Angiela
Huiying

Qifen

Manpreet
Fyona

Jingyin

Maggie

Huixin

Miranda

I love you alll!!!!

love you!

"What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled boy.
"There's a big difference," replied the little girl.
"If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go."

(*In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person whom you love rather than expecting them to hold yours...*)

I think so..

I think I had gotten over you already.. I hope so.

SHUT. THE. FUCK. UP.

Ehh. Can. You. Get. The. Facts. Right. You call me YOUR sister. But do you treat me as one. You keep saying I keep hurting you, keep betraying you and I DON'T treat you as my sister. But do you really think I don't. If I don't love you and don't care about you, will I even bother to confront you when i read your blog that day?! You said I MIA from you life, yes, to you maybe. But did you even read my heart? Please, if you want to talk things about me, JUST CONFRONT ME. Don't post it on your blog. And that night, I told you that I'm only free at about 9pm and I told you to call me back. You said I didn't call you back, aren't you the one who didn't call me back? I am still going to care about you because I still give a fucking damn about you.