I wish someone would be there, to hold and carry me when i fall.. 

Adam, i miss you :( I really really do. Seriously. I miss your hug, you slaps and your suaning. I'm sorry..

Haha, today was just another day.. Eye infection.. Because of contacts. Hehe, but didn't care, just wear:P Oh well, now they're all together. And forget me... Well, it doesn't mater right Qifen:) This Qifen and Adam are the only bitch and bastard that cared for me <3 But one left me... School today till 2.15pm.. 

So during homework peiod, talked to Qifen, Vanessa, Miranda. Haha, talked about some stupid stuffs, and made Van cry.. It's ohkay girl, stay strong:) Don't let this childish stupid stuff affect you :D Then, went to CJC  to see SYF. It was not as good as Bukit View though... Went home with Moniykka And Natasha. Chat along the way:) Haha, went in train, i keep complaining that i'm hungry to Moniykka:P

Days passed so slowly without Adam:( My friend... Very good friend..

Haha, ohh well. Yupp. I need someone to be there for me ;) Haven't found any, yet. Maybe just a few... One left, because for some reasons, he's angry at me. The other one, also stopped talking to me, but i think he still cares? I hope so. The other person, also stopped talking to me, maybe she's just disappointed in me... Ohh well. I just have to stay strong!

Adam, i'm sorry. I know you're angry at her, but please if you doesn't want to give her a chance, then give me one, to be a neutral party. Although i might not mean so much to you, but don't you really know you are my true best friend. And Qifen, you're my true best friend, too:) Natsy is my good friend. I can't be biased. I love you, more than anyone else. You made me fly, when you tell me jokes, hug me and talk to me. Now, you made me drop. From a very high building. I feel numb. I can't help but cry just now when i saw how you react to me when i call out to.

Well, today was SYF. Haha, had math in the morning, rubbed my eyes and contacts fell off =.=  Snatched mirror with Vanessa. Had PE, forgot to bring PE attire... Ran 3 rounds as a punishment, then CEP, then go down to the AVA for prepartions:) Haha, while waiting, played the make up palette with Natsy. LOL, we went to draw on Junhao's face, haha. But it turned out good. As in for performing type of make up. We didn't manage to take a picture and he washed it off =.= Next, we experiment on Maynine :p Then ourselves.  It was fun! We made ourselves look like we are fools :D Headed for SYF. Then when they're on stage, me and Timothy was like, SO DAMN FREAKING NERVOUS, although we're not the ones performing. Haha, but they done a great job! :)

Went to bubble tea shop and buy drinks:) Jingyin beat my butt=.= And i beat her back. And we keep beating and beating until we run around the whole place making ourselves look like stupid fools. Fun though:) Went home with Moniyyka, Umi and her friend:) Told each other jokes on the way... Laughed our ass off! Hehehe.

Adam, please. I know you might hate me now. But all i can say is, sorry, I was once your friend. And you ARE my very best friend.

:) HAHA, don't worry guys, i'm alright! I guess i'm stronger now, things happen in school, politics, quarrels and little argument here and there. Well, now things are fine between all my sweeties! Though sometimes i might still have a little attitude. I don't know why but, i just can't.. I DON'T KNOW. Ohh well. haha, change topic.

Today was another day of school.. It went like another other days. WOW. Tomorrow it's SYF, and i don't think we'll make it to gold, but i believe all my friends:) If i were the instructor... It haven't met my expectation.. LOL, i might not act THAT well, but i still have my own personal goals. 

To Adam <3, your acting is good, just have to work on your voice :)

Jag <3 Your acting is good to, but you have to open up and be more.... Have more self confidence, because you tend to... Get shy went you have to exaggerate your part. Just remember, when acting, you are not you anymore. You are that person. Even if you have to act to be a boy, you have to:) HAHAHA. But ohh well, you still acts better than I DO :/

Bing Xuan, HAHA, your acting is AWESOME!:)

Adam H, Hihi. You acting is very good, but sometimes, when people criticize, you just have to accept it and not cry or breakdown. You have to be happy and accept it like how when people praise you, you are happy. Because to me, i rather people criticize me rather than saying good things about me because, at least, there are points where i can work towards and improve!! :) No hard feelings.

Celef <3 Haha, you're cute when you act. You're a good actor:) But a better dancer :P You act better than i do:)

Atika( Not sure how to spell), you're good:) You don't smile or laugh or giggle or anything when you act!! I don't know why but you're just serious!! :)

Yaohwee, ohh hi. Good good.

Nicole, haha, your voice is nice, i like it! But your face is ALWAYS neutral :/

I forgot who's the last one:? SORRY.

Natsy, you're quite cold to be nowadays. I talk to you, and you just give me afew word reply... Well, you're close with Jeanette and gang now, good for you:)

We always forget the ones that are around us most of the time, and remember those who are always not there...

Hahaha, this is for Qifen! Love you

Qifen, you asked me if you change. 

Yes, people change. 

But in actual fact, it's their feelings.

Also maybe it's what they had gone through:)

The pain that you've gone through, changed you into another person. 

It's makes you who are you today.

Here's another thing for you :)

I'm not your toy..

Yes, you might still be my crush.

But not the person that i like anymore. 

You took me for granted, for countless times.

I'm good to you doesn't mean i want you back.

Haha, so, yesterday, went for taekwondo. Sir require us to do a split. Haha. Yes! I'm able to do! I've been practicing ohkay! My left and center split are getting lower and lower. Better and better:) Now, when i'm doing my right split, I DON'T FEEL ANY PAIN!! As for PT, i'm doing 10 sets of plank/ front bridge for 1.30 min per set and rest for 15 sec and do the next set :) I can do 10 man push ups! I always aim to kiss the floor to be counted as one time, if i didn't manage to kiss the floor, that's not counted ;D Soo happy.

Been texting Junliang for the past few days. Aha. That boy uhh. More mature now:) But still got relationship problems. :( Ohh well <3 Think positive! Like what i'm always doing :)

Today, woke up at 10.30 am... Still tired. Haven' had enough rest nowasdays.. I didn't do school homework but i revised and do assessments at home :) 

When i see you, my heartbeat increased.

You didn't even do anything, you just walk past me, and i'll get high.

Why? Is it like? Or admire? Or just a crush? :(

Ohh well....

Yea, you:) Yes you :)

Hahaha, saw you, but i ran away.

Regret it :(

Haha, so today.. School was normal.. Had Drama in the afternoon... Saw Keeyang walking down the stairs, ran away and sreamed.. Then get back to track :) Mr Tan saw me and give me the stupid look... But, Keeyang is so damn effing cute! BUT I DON'T LIKE HIM.

So, in drama, i was like... Taking infinite pictures, either with friends or candid:) Damn fun!! Jun hao, you have yet to upload kay! Help friends to buy bubble tea and waffle.. BUT, forgots Adam's :( He scolded me :( SORRY ADAM!

Went home with Moniykka, talked about jokes, laugh like hell <3

Tired day... TIRING!

What happens if i like you?

Maybe it's admire, maybe it's not.

 Well, you're just, cute :) Hahaha, the way you walk, the way you smile, the way you stand, the way you scratch your head.. Oh well, i like them all:) Every single things you do, i like it..

Today, went to school, reached at 7.26am. Haha, almost late :p Then after assembly, teacher scolded Keeyang Justin and Martin :( Stupid teacher. Scold Keeyang for nothing. Then his face was like... SO DAMN FREAKING INNOCENT. aaaaaaaa!! During Math, was chionging DNT, didn't finish.. Went for lunch, drank milo, played games during PE. Then Geog, then perform!

Performance today for every group was not as good as the day when we had our camp:( All were shy.Adam was very nevous, but i couldn't tell until he told me! Haha, we were like talking behind stage :). As for Drama, we have to hold on to the mics and can't really act.. :(  At least we all tried our best! KETCHUP! haha. We got the prize for the winner, there's photo frame and has our group photo inside, there's also mini speakers, cerfiticates, and vouchers and stuffs! Haha, coooooll.

Then after performance, there's still DNT, we skipped for about 45 mins of it, and chionged the last 15 mins.. I can't finish, so bring home and complete it since i'm under Mr Goh's group. He's kind :) Miss Leong really pissed me off =.= she keep PMSING. Idiot.

Do you have a dream?

I have. A lot.

Some, you may never thought of.

But, they're within my reach:)

Well, another day has passed. Haha, and i'm happy. Rachel is enjoying everyday of her life going out!! <3 That girl uhh.. Haiyo! Go out till 12pm! Stayed over outside.. Sentosa etc.. Hope you're enjoying!:)

Woke up at 9.30am today.. Preparing to go to Rouying's house to do homework.At 10.22am, when i was packing my bag on what to bring, receieved a text from Rouying. She's having a fever. Well, at least she's better now :)

Watched a show, A Frozen Flower. Goshhhh!!! It's nice.. You can consider to watch this show on youtube! It's about a king, who took care of young boys and groom them when they're older to protect him. One particular boy, named Hong, was the king's favourite. The King was very close to Hong and when he grow up... Guess what. The king was a gay. They were together. And love each other.. When it's time for the King and Queen have a child... The king called Hong, to take his place to have a child with the Queen as the King is castrated.

Soon, the Queen and Hong fall in love. They met secretly behind the King's back and betrayed the King. On day, the Queen was conceived. The king wanted the people to be involved with this to be killed, because, he doesn't want anyone to know that he's gay and it's Hong's child. But Hong wasn't killed. Maybe it's because King love him. But, Hong keep going with the Queen and had sex with the Queen behind King's back even after King's warning. King had Hong castrated. That;s why he ran away from the palace. 

King wanted Hong to come back to his side, he made a artificial head that looks like Queen and hang on the gate of the palace to make it look as though Queen is dead, because this is the ONLY way for Hong to go back to the palace and look for him.

Hong did. He went to look for him. King was delighted. He told Hong, to sit by his side, like he used to. But Hong remained standing, and tell the King to stand up and pick up his sword. They fight. And Hong told King to kill him, because, Queen 'died'. King PIERCED his sword through Hong's chest. Before he collapsed, the King asked Hong one very last question. If Hong did really love him. Even once. But Hong replied was, no. Hong used his sword, and pierced it through King's stomach. And King collapsed. They both struggle on the floor. And on this minute, the Queen went to find them, looked at Hong, and then the King. Then they both had tear in their eye. And cried.

Hong was lying when he said he didn't love the king, not even once. Because, he know, if he said that, the King will be heartbroken, and pain. Since he thought that the King killed Queen, he wanted the King to feel the pain he felt from losing a love. But, when he was about to die, he then realised that the King didn't kill the person he love. And Hong wanted to see the king, for the last time from his view... And that's when, they both had tears...

This show is really nice...

Argh, i miss him.

We are so far apart.

 physically.

But when in dreams, i feel so close to you.

Well, woke up at 10am today. Had no idea why so late. But yea.. At least i can sleep. Didn't eat lunch. Had not much appetite. Today was a normal day like any other days.

Totally forgot that tomorrow, i need to go to Rouying's home to do DNT and Geog project =.=

Well, looking forward to this sunday! Going out with Adam, Fyona and the rest for breakfast then shop shop. But, the weird thing is, Adam and Fyona keep wanting me to go this Sunday.. Hmm? Something is not right lehh? So secretive lehh they. You guys, confirm up to no good :p But i still love you guys! <3

After that, heading to Marina Barage for Cherrie's birthday! Haha, i miss that girl.. Cherrie.. I still don't know what to buy for you lehh! <3

Keeyang so cute!! Argh, didn't see him for.... 7 days liao:( So good, Debbie is his cousin :( They can see each other everyday.. Stay together somemore!!

I've really come to the point,

where, i have to blast musics,

to make myself forget that i'm still in this world,

and not some kind of lala land.

I used to be able to freestyle, in the dark, DARK. When i've a lot of emotions, to pour it out. But, i still prefer screaming loud! No one brought me, to that kind of place, yet. I hope you'll bring me there. 

Now, i can't freestyle. I don't know how to pour them out. Crying is not enough. I can't freestyle. Anymore. I can't talk to my friends, they might not understand. Because, from last year july- dec, it's as if it's 90 percent of my life. The people i know there, even though it's just 6 months. 6 months.. I feel so attached to them.. All of them, even Yi Wei. ALL of them, understand me more than almost everybody in my life, of course, except for some. I'm always very open to them. When i look at them, i can cry. Without a reason. Just let it flow. But in school, friends will ask me why, but if i say, no reason, will they actually believe me. And for the past 2 months, i realised i can't freestyle. Anymore. Not even a bit.

I can only cry at night to my turtle soft toy beside me. And look at it's innocent looking face. Or i can just chit chat with my sister, to change my focus. Also, i'll peel the skin on my fingers, and sometimes, it will bleed. But i can't pour it out. Crying used to be better. But now, i need to scream, and DANCE. ( Those who's always asking me why, i peel my skin, now you know.)

There's a song, hit me in my head, heart and me. Not Cathar Rythm. Not dear you. Everytime We Touch. When i listen to this song, and close my eyes, i see a image of 4 girls. 4 girls. Maybe 3 girls and 1 women. One of the girls, is me.Guiding me how to freestyle. In the dark. With UV light. And when i did freestyle, we on the light, all of you were so happy, for me. And cried.

When i failed, this particular person, hugged me from behind, and say, it's ohkay, Chanel. One day, one find day, you'll be standing on this spot, freestyling for us. With confidence.

The other one said, Piggy, i'm sure you'll make us proud of you. Freestyling here for us. And you just need the feel, and you can win her in dance. 

The other one said, Chanel. Look at me. I believe in you. You won't let us down. You just have to feel.

You might forget what you said to me. On the dance floor. That day. And all of you told me your story. But i remember, deep inside. 

Whenever replaying this song, i feel.. Warmth, secure, at the same time. PAIN. Sharp pain. But, the memories, are the important ones.

Natsy, maybe it's really my fault. I'm sorry kay. Maybe i care about Han's feeling too much. And neglected yours. But i was really neutral....

Rachel, thank you.

Well, that's how i feel actually :)

Hhaha. today, woke up. Accompany my sister to IMM mac for breakfast! Haha, keep taking picture of each other. Damn fun. Then headed to my primary school to wait taxi. Took taxi to school cause was almost late =.= Hahaha, 10 dollars gone! Then went to CJC for rehearsal for SYF.

After that, rushed home to fetch my sister. Brought her to tuition. HAHAHA!

You may say i changed.

But inside me, really?

Sure?

Confirm?

How sure are you.

Quite funny actually :)

Haha. I'm early bird nowadays!! :D Used to wake up at 10plus 11. But now, the latest is like 9.15am? hehe. Ohh, i miss my Adam :( See you soon tomorrow!! Can't wait to treat you bubble tea man! Going out later with my cousins:) Meeting them at 3pm at Cathay.. Not knowing what to wear.. Still deciding :p Well, will blog later at a later timing again!

You're pathetic.

Talking like this, blogging like this, texting like this,

doesn't make you look cool, 

it just makes you look PATHETIC.

Do. You. Get. It.
Said so many 'I love you' to so many people.
You have your next target, and forget me.

Woke up at 8am today.. Early right?! Then went back to sleep again. LOL. Sleep till 9am plus.. Then shower, then go FACEBOOK!! :) Today abit crazy.. Facebook till 5 pm. Then took a nap. Woke up at 7. Had dinner. Then, FACEBOOK!! AGAIN. Haha. Didn't wear contacts today :( Cause never go out. Hahaha. Meeting my cousins tomorrow!!

Well, and my conclusion is, bitches and bastards always end up together don't they?

Listen:)

Buy new shoe, throw the old.

Make new friends, don't forget the old.

I think you forget me already huh?

Who's the one who's with you when you're down?

When you're hurt?

Well, that's your choice :)

Today, woke up at 9.45.. It's quite late cause reached home at 12am yesterday.. Haha! Enen ( my cousin, 5 year old) stayed over at my house. She's quite though. When she sleep, she look like a wonton! Damn small. hehe. SOOO CUTE.

Watched movie at home, then sleep AGAIN from 1pm-5pm. During that peiod, my sis and Enen went to Jurong East swimming pool. My sister's phone and wallet kena stolen :( She was so sad until she had to mood to swim and play, so went home instead. 

After they come home, we bath and prepare to go out for dinner with my aunty ( enen's mum ) and my grandma. It took me less than 1 minute to wear contacts!! WOOHOOO. Then dress up and go makan! Currently at home facebooking :)

Rachel asked me out tomorrow, not sure if i can go :( She called me at 1pm and i replied only at 5 pm! LOL! Sorry, cause i was sleeping. HEH :p

Don't underestimate me.

If you do, you'll regret :)

Well, hahaha.

WOOOHOOOO! I'm very happy! 

Cause, Cherrie, my primary school best friend, we talk now already:)

I really regret lo.... My attitude last time to her:(

She's always the one saying sorry.

Then i'll always be the one who's angry at her..

Now i look back, i feel that i'm so childish! :(

Today, woke up... Dental appointment at 10.30.

Bath at 10.10.. Came out at 10.20 finish wearing contacts!!

Whoa, i take 5 mins to wear! Whee..

Then follow sis go tuitionn...

Currently at home.. Going out with mum later!

Why blend in when you can stand out?

Why be a common girl like the rest when you're a special girl in his heart?

Why behave like any other girls in the world when you can be yourself?

Hahaha, just a quote for today :)

HAHA, yesterday was fine.. Went to keppel don't know what.. Its a good experience though. We actually learnt how are rubbish collected and then burn... I actually also wanted to really go in and smell how it's like... But well, they don't really have this in mind. I wanna experience it.. hehehehe. 

Currently texting Sandy.. :p

Whoa. Camp is over!

HAHA, camp was fun... On the first day, we had work shop... And Mr Edi/ Adi ( Not sure how to spell) came! He was damn hot!! He acted in the little nonya :) HAHA, i was so lucky to hold his hand:D The way he act... Talk... OMG. HOT!! Then after that, went to AEP rehearsal for 5 freaking hours! Then me and Adam slack and chit chat. Very soon, 5 hours past. And we went for dinner.. The food is so... OMG. I don't want to remember. It's so yucky.. Then, we have a mass dance! It was DAMN fun. And... As for bathing.. I had the best bath ever =.= using pails... =.= And boys can y=use the shower! :(

  For the second day.. Went for AEP rehearsal, for around 8 hours.. Same thing. Me and Adam slack alot!! Then had technical check at 1 pm-3pm. The mike is so lousy can! Then during show.. My whole family came! Cause it's the first time i'm acting! Hehe. And me and Adam are acting together. Our item is the second last! Then while waiting for our turn, we cheer like mad!! I kept shouting and screaming then Adam was like -.- hehe! Then when it's our turn. Haha, it's fun on stage though! We both act as though we were very irritating! Then the audience actually laugh!! WOOOHOOO.

  Then, last day.. hmm. saw Mr Adi / Edi again! For the workshop. Haha. So shuai.  :)

  Didn't upload the picture... Lazy.. will do so tomorrow..

  Took taxi home cause bag was damn heavy..

i wanna be a vegetarian! :)

Everything leaves a mark... How true. 

All the stuff that is happening around me,

won't kill me,

nor will it affect me.

Because, you and me, in fact all of us, has changed. 

And i changed, i'm stronger than before.

Yes, you might have changed not for the better,

But, I'll learn to accept who you are. 

And not who i want you to be.

To all my friends, if my attitude is bad, 

don't be afraid to confront me because i myself is not afraid of the truth :)

To you, think you are closer to her than to me now... I'm not sad :) Just saying!

To another you, I have alot of things to bitch about you. But since my blog is to all, I won't say it. I have yet to find a person whom i can trust fully to tell him or her what i feel...

And yes, regarding the title, YUP! I wanna be a vegetarian. HAHA! Cause i really really really prefer vegetarian food than meat! hehe, Plus, vegetarian is healthy! Don't belittle those who are vegetarian, cause they can also be VERY strong. AND HEALTHY! But of course, i need some time. :D Cause i also love some food which are not vegetarian.. Like, fishball noodle, chicken rice, mee soto and fish soup noodle! And nowadays, i'm eating food that are vegetarian! Haha. And i love it ;D

Stop it. Or it's the end. 

Why is everybody having friendship problems?

My cousin. 

My friends.. 

My sister...

HAHA, today woke up at 7.50am.. Early right?! 

Went to eat breakfast with Daddy, Mummy and my Sister:)

Reached home at 9.40am.. Teach my sister maths after bathing :D

Kept thinking of what to wear to Orchard later with Sandy! 

Meeting Han in th evening! hehe, Han, it's been..... 2 months since i see you yea? CAN'T WAIT!

 Ohh, and i sure have to buy some footwear! I only have high heels and converse.. Everytime when i wear dress... I have to wear heels. But i can't possibly wear heels to shopping! I'm not expert in wearing heels, yet... BUT SOON! Argh! What to wear:(

Camp is in 2 days! SOOOO VERY EXCITED. I always love camp. hehe.

YAY. Sleeping with classmates! :D

Rouying, it's ohkay. Don't say it's your fault. Because nobody want this. Maybe it's my attitude.. 

baby fats! HAHA, i thought you're angry at me:(  Phew.

Very moody in the morning... Rouying was like, so emo. Talk to her then she so.. bochap.

      Mother Tongue.. Teacher never come. Then we got to do comprehension. SO HARD! I can hardly read. Feel like crying suddenly.. CONTROL. But suddenly, it all just slowly forms in my eyes :( Called Fion to accompany me to go toilet. Went for about 20 mins:P

        Mother Tongue lesson ended.. Moved on to English class. English class was not boring and not fun! HAHA. But time passes quite fast though. Texted Sandy during class. HAHA, texting her is fun! Chitty chatty haha. But i still pay attention in class though.

       After school, met Sandy for lunch.. But went home put back first. Then my sister also want to follow:) Went to ate mac. Bitch talk for alot of stuffs while eating. Quite fun though. After that, went to popular and see some books... Looked at one story book, wanted to buy but didn't.. Sandy bought one book:) Went home after that.. But she followed me home and borrowed a storybook from me, also. She's wondering whether to take MRT or cab to Paya Lebar.. But in the end, took a cab.. Waited along with her also.. Waited for 2 mins and the cab came. Had to say bye bye to her...:( HAHA, anyway.. Meeting her tomorrow at orchard! haha. With my sis also. ( sorry Rachel :( It was a last minute plan:( I'll try to go out with you doing the holidays ohkay?)

      To you, i had enough! I must always see your mood to talk to you. And nowadays, you're always emo.. And talk to me lesser.. Not as close as last time. Did i do anything to make you angry? If yes, tell me. Confront me. I'll change.

SANDY <3 haha, damn. Forgot to bring camera out to IMM:( Will bring tomorrow!:)

Today, in morning, Joshua texted me.. So texted him back :) Chit chat for a while.. Reached school... Saw Rouying and Debbie.. Talking. Then i joined in the conversation.. And found out that we have ' A Word A Day' test.. I was like 0.0 Then borowed book from Rouying.. Read for awhile. And i actually was able to memorized it! But later, found out that we don't have test today =.= It was postponed  to the other days..

During math class, wow. Zhihao had a hard time. He was teaching me until he couldn't even go toilet and he didn't even do a single sum for the 1 hour. He teach me until he almost vommited blood out.. Sorry zhi hao!! And thanks for your guidance always. You're always teaching me without fail and with patience all the time. THANKS!

No AEP today too!:)So was released at 2.45 and went to tiong with Rouying. Ate KFC.. Talk about lots of stuffs while eating haha! Spend a lot today :(

To all: Cherish your friends like how you cherish yourself.

Wrote a poem for all. Cute one:)

Japan make BIG ship

Singapore make SMALL ship

We make FRIENDship:)

HAHA, texting Sandy today n class again :P I have no idea why, but it's always funexting her! Sandy, can't wait to see you tomorrow! 

Stop it.

Enough is enough. I don't feel like going to school.. But i have to.

Why is it all starting over again.. Sigh.. Chanel, don't be affected. JIAYOU! And, i realise, me and you... Sigh. Though we seems close.. I feel that we're not. I don't want to tell you. Not because of anything. It's simply because, i'm afraid you can't take it.. I can see that you're already very stressed out. I miss baby fats:(

To you, what happen between us? There few months, haven't we been very good? But why. Your attitude changed suddenly.. Not just change. But drastically.. What am i going to do? Wanted to cry today. But dare not. I'm afraid, once i start, i can't stop. So, i procrastinate them.

To another you, sorry, i'm not going out with you. You just spoils the atmosphere EVERY SINGLE time when i see you. Whether it's in school, or outside. Just, fuck off. You pissed me off everytime i see you in school.

Sigh... :(

                                                        

I..... Feel... Hmm....

Today, Wileen angry me:( MY BABY FATS:( Wileen, sorry!! I apologise for what i do..

Please don't angry leh. Without your stupid laughter.. 

THEN ROUYING ALSO. Mood swing... Not fun.

Debbie quite emo too. Shermin also. Come to hall first thing you do is, BANG, throw your bang on the floor... I was like... WOW. Vanessa is... Noamal:) Quite hyper!

Today.. During homework period, sat with Rouying and Debbie.. Chitty chatty:)

Today no drama. hehe, But for cast have.. Production team don't have ;D Then went to bubble tea shop with Moniykka, Qifen, Manpreet, Maynine and Fion :)

OOPS. hehe

She and her cheeky face :)

ADAM'S FRINGE! 

Unglam!! Hehe, but cute:) Moniykkay <3

HAHA! Qifen<3

soooo cute!

Looking at sec 3 bio textbook 0,o

Looking at sec 3 pure chem textbook!

Well, today overall was ohkay, just that baby fats don't talk to me:(

To you, i feel like me and you are drifting away... In school, last time we use to... I don't know! But now, you seemed quite cold.. Or rather not so close to me... Sigh..

Texting Sandy in class! Hehehe. CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU ON FRIDAY. And Rachel told me to call  her but she didn't reply my text :/ I miss you!

WHOA. Another day, gone:)

  Today.. School was ohkay.. Had math test. Not hard. But during the test, forgot the formula. Left some questions blank. And there goes 10 marks.. PE, ran 2.4.. Timing was 17 plus. HEHE! Me, Debbie, Rouying slack, played around during the run. Debbie keep making e=me and Rouying laugh like mad, there was wind blowing, and she said ' wah! resistence sia' Then me and Rouying pause for a moment, then HAHAHAHAHA! Then after awhile, she go ' streamline body shape'! * Putting her hamds together than put infront of her head and runs around. She's cute right?! But keeyang cuter( the guy that is my eye candy) :P

  Had geography text. Kinda of easy. But didn't study. But i still pass :D DNT today... Again =.= DNT was boring..

 Texted Sandy during class today again :D Can't wait to go IMM with her this Friday!! :)

  Lunch, ate with Natasha.. Chit chat about studies.. After that, when to buy bubble tea. Saw jag.. She didn't go to school today. LOVE LOVE HER HIGH WAIST SHORTS!! HAHA, as usual, chit chat for a while.. Then went home..

  I NEVER met a guy so sweet like you.. She should cherish you:) But i think, maybe. She's not ready, yet. Give her sometime. Someday, i believe she will. Just wait. Try. BUT. DON'T. GIVE. UP. :)