Happy Chinese New Year

First day of CNY

My sister and I ♥

Don't we just look alike?! HAHAA

So went to temple and my mum's uncle's place. Chitchat for awhile as usual. Then headed home.

Waited for the rest of my cousins to come over to my place! Fun part ^^

Jacky and I

Sandy and I

My little precious pie. Zhiyuuuuuuu ♥

Jacky, Sandy and I

Ferlysia, Sandy and I

Ferlysia is the one who got married last december! She's only 22. Earliest to get married in our family! I swear Alvin and Ferlysia are sweet.

Enne, Melissa, Wanting

Me, Jacky, Sandy and Chloe :)

My living hall :)) I think most of them are in the other living hall :/ So little people hereeeee.

 Second day of CNY

Went to my dad's godmum's place, then my daddy wanted to go to haw par villa, so we went there! Hehe, took lots of picture! But it's all in my dad's iphone ._. Have yet to upload it! IF I HAVE TIME.

Yesterday, sixth day of cny

Went to my aunt's place at woodlands, then off to meet him! Was supposed to go to jacky's place after that, but it was too late already, so met my daddy at yewtee's MRT station then head to his old classmate's house! They always have gathering every year! Haha, and believe it or not, my daddy and mummy are from the same school! 

This year's CNY. kinda weird, and empty :/ Probably becuz there's only 2 days. NOT FUN!

Reunion Dinner.

Went out with Jianwen. But i met him in school first. Took 197 and head to bugis. Saw Beena and Tingyi. I swear it was the most awkward moment i have in my life. Then head to bugis to have his lunch at Long John. Chit chat a bit here and there :) Shopped with him and all. After that, wanted to go to town, but were tired and lazy, so decided to catch a movie. But too late for me :(( So sat down and talk talk. I think we talk quite a lot? Compare to the other times. Let's watch movie somewhere next week :)

Then went out with cousins, aunties and uncles. We booked 2 tables, one for adult and the other for children :)

Lao Yu Sheng :D

Hahaha, we were supposed to make noise and say what we wish for and everything right? We were too quiet probably becuz we want face ^^ Then my daddy came over from the other table, and say as he take the chopstick, 'Lao shi mei tian na MC.' HAHAHAHHA. He actually want all the teacher to take MC everyday. So cool. Hey people, i have a cool dad. Jacky did something very embarrassing. He was talking really loud and making unnecessary noise. OHMY. Wanting, my sister and I. GOD. You can't imagine how embarrassed we were. The neighbouring people were like looking at us with that WTF face.

Jacky and I.

Ergu, Jacky and I.

I don't mind if you call us act cute -.- Cuz we really were!

Zhiyu. Forever a baby to me.

Wanting and I.

Haha, all of the kids :) 

Sitted: Enne, Wanting, Jacky, Me, Zhiyu

Standing: Chloe, Xuan Hui, JiaRong

Other than the embarrassing part, every else is fine! Hehe.

It's 14th January ♥

It's 14th today. 4th month since i confessed. I don't even know why i'm counting this tragic, but yeahh..

1) Friendship

I seriously think that I am drifting with everyone. Literally everyone. I think it's becuz i'm not in the same class with all of you already.    I'm starting to get really paranoid. What will happen if we drift? There's too much memories, of all of us. From sec 1 till now. Maybe we have quarreled for like a fucking million times, but, we all still get back together didn't we. Amen.

2) Polarbearrrrr

Don't feel sad. Don't give up. And never never lose faith in yourself.

You took your result, i know you are not happy. But that is life right? Like how i like you and you don't. Don't have to feel sorry, becuz liking you and you have to like me in return, that's not how it works.

I believe you done well for your o's. :) You've tried your best. Stop feeling disappointed with yourself, sad, or start worrying. You can't make any changes right? Yeapyeap. Though i know you're not feeling like this anymore. But, these are the things i wanna tell you a few days ago. Hehe.

I want to go out with you luh! ._.

3) School

I dread going to school nowadays. I don't find the point anymore. Can't see him, face the girl who betrayed me, face stress and have to face my close but drifting friends.But still continue going becuz i want good results, and make my parents feel proud. 

Sometimes i honestly feel like changing school. Not that i can run away from all these. But i don't know how to face the girl who betrayed me. When she really promised me that i could trust her. And i really did trust her. I can't confront her. I can never have the strength to confront her myself alone. I need a pillar or strength to support me. Cuz i'm afraid i'm not strong enough. Call me weak. I don't mind.

Regarding my studies, haha, still able to cope everything. But my Math and Amath. I don't like the way Mrs Oh teach. I know she's an experienced teacher, but when she teach, she just simply write a questions on the board and solve it herself. That's her definition of teaching. Lucky my tuition teacher is good. But tuition just one day a week is simply not enough. But i don't want my mum spend too much money. So have to catch up :(

Pure chem. My favourite. Still able to cope!

Literature. 6 words. Oh my god. Oh dear Chanel.

Ss. Not interested in history.

Mt, LOL. Zhang Lao shi. Nice teacher. Yeap she is nice. Strict. Too strict. I don't dare to slack. Good thing ^^

English. MS NORAAAAAAA ♥

Bio. No comments.

Physics. I don't like Mrs Chang :( Her teaching. 

Her:Why does light travel in a fast speed?

*Silence.

Her: Because, light travels very very very fast.

Now you know what i mean?

4) Myself

Birken Stock

Doc Martens

Doc Martens Lowcut

Creepers

Nice right? Let me tell you what's not nice about all these. THE PRICE. All these alone will be like... 600 :( So sad right!

Yeah, so now. I think i will take forever to save 600 in one sum. Cuz i will spend. So maybe i shall buy them one by one ^^

Saya Cinta/Rindu Polarbear ♥

Happy Birthday Mummy! ♥

Yesterday was my mummy's birthday :) She's 40 now. Hahaha, still young! :p

Didn't get to blog yesterday cuz HOMEWORK. 

I cooked Vermicelli and 2 eggs for her. Like what she do for me when it's my birthday. Mummy doesn't like us to buy cakes. Doesn't like us to spam money on present. She like it the traditional way, cooking, and drawing cards. Yeap, that is her.

Have to cook it alone cuz my sis was at school for ec 1 orientation. Wanted to surprise my mum! So i waited for her to finish her house chores, and when she's bathing, i went to cook it. Running here and there around the kitchen! Just to finish cooking in time before she comes out. When i finish cooking, i place it on the table and play some games. 10mins passed and she's still not coming out. Seriously? And by the time she comes out, i think it's already 20mins after i cook. I SHOULD HAVE TAKEN MY OWN SWEET TIME. Hehehe, but she was happy :) She say it was delicious! WOOHOOOOO!

It's 2012. A new year.

Few things to talk about.

1)Frienship

Time passed so fast. It's already 2012. I've known all my secondary school friends for 2 years already. Time passed so fast. I'm already sec 3. This year will be a tough year for me. I believe. I don't want friendship to be like last year. Arguments and all. But it is also impossible not to argue. And i also believe that we will drift. And i mean drift. Well, it's a new year. So let's not think negatively!

2)Him

Dear you. You may not be the brightest color. May not be the best looking one. But you are my favorite color. It's a new year. You will be collecting your results for your o's in a few weeks time. And you will move on with your live. Poly? Yeah. You will be real busy after that. And find yourself a girlfriend, what you always said, 'I'm going to find myself a girlfriend after o's' :) Wish you all the best! Always friends? It really hurts a lot for me to say we will just be friends. Really? Is friends just what we gonna be? I really like you. Alot alot alot alot. Love? Haha. I really don't mind waiting. I mean, i've been doing that all along? I went out with you 2 times.

The first time, we went out with Yuting and Kimhock. 

The second time, we both went out, and watched movie. Talked to you a lil. Yeah, it's just a lil. But i really like that moment when i can talk to you about what happen for the past few days. Yknow that kind of feeling?

Though we only text a few everyday, and you reply quite slow? But it's at least better than nothing. And i tried stop texting you for 2 days. Ohmy, i think i lost myself. I also hate the fact that i have to text you? Like it's already my daily life. And when you game, ohmy. Its = wait for your text for a few hours.

Actually i look forward to school this year, but at the same time, i hate school to start. Cuz i know i will be busy, and this time, i really don't know when is the next time i can see him. Really. And i'm starting to worry alot. Too much i guess. I don't know how to ask him out, but i will. Maybe when i'm 15, i'm not that young to him anymore? Sigh, if only i'm born a year earlier. Then i will be 16 this year. 16 and 19. I did a Christmas card for you. But not sure whether to give it to you or not. Cuz I made a few confessions there. LOL. I don't even know if that is a Christmas card or what. Hahahahaha.

3)Me 

I wanna buy creepers too!

Ohmy, too many things to buy. Doc Marts.I need to buy my schoolbag too. Urgh! Have to buy it today! Gonna meet Vanessa to buy my schoolbag. Hees. I have no pencilcase alsooo. And i don't really have much cash! Urgh! I already overspend during my hols :(

Ohhwellll. HAAAA.

It's been long.

Belated Christmas!

Hehe, these are the cards that i done it for Vanessa, Wileen, Shermin, Adam, Wendy, Fiona and Polarbear :)

Red - Polarbear's

Maroon - Wendy's

Light Blue - Shermin's

Green - Wileen's

Red (the one with Santa) - Adam's

Pink - Vanessa's

Dark Blue - Fiona's

 Omggg. I spent a long long time doing all of them! GOSH But nice right? Hehe

Yeap, so during christmas, went to Barage with my girls! And watch Midnight movie with Wanting and Jacky. Then went to Mac for supper. Reached home at around 4plus. Lucky there were no police! Hehe, if not they will call my mum and mummy will be disturbed and wake up from her beauty sleep. But it was a miracle she actually allowed us to go out so late!

Then went to their place and stayed over! We played PS2 still like.. 6am? Haha, night life. SEE MY EYEBAGS.

And on New Year's eve.

Went out with Vanessa, Wileen, Shermin, Adam and Chloe to causeway point for Pastamania.

Went to icing room to do our cakes.

Came to my house.

Had pillow fights.

Vanessa and Wileen stayed over.

Drink drank drunk.

Really had fun! I really really hope we won't drift next year. But that is most likely to happen.

New Year

Today is new year :) HAPPEH NEW YEAR! Woke up at 2 cuz we slept really late. The 3 of us had headache cuz we drank, remember? LOL. Then Vanessa went to meet her mama. And Wileen went home. 

So my family and I went to West Coast Park to meet my aunts and cousins :D Chit chat, played, and had supper ^^

My dad bought Iphone 4s, and my mum bought galaxy don't know what what what. 

Fucking jealoussss. Now my whole family phone is in white! Woohooo. My dad said he will buy 4s for me soon after CNY!