Sunday, May 20, 2012

I hope you understand.

Math and Amath tuition yesterday. Chem tuition today. Haven't told them my results. I really don't want to see my tuition teacher. Especially math. She has high expectations and stuffs. She expect me to ace both math and amath. It's not just A2, it's A1. I remember during march, i got A2 for math, and she was really unhappy. How do you expect me to tell her that i got a fucking c6 for math and f9 for amath? It's really my first time getting f9. Seriously.

Of cuz, i haven't told my mum about it either. I don't want to imagine how she'll react to it. Yes she will scold me. I'm not really scared about it. She will nagnagnag. But what's the main cause of it? Disappointment. Really don't want that to happen. How do i explain it to her? Telling her the fact that only 2 people pass in my class? Yes it may be true, but if the 2 of them can pass, why can't I? Afterall, teacher didnt set something that they haven't taught us.

And for english, i failed. Isn't it the basic? Why did i fail? It may be difficult. But again, if there are people who pass, why didn't i pass? URGH.

Heez. Last year cross country. Anywayssssss. Thankyou for your advice. Do i call that advice? Thankyou for your listening ear then. :))

I'm actually blogging while whatsapp-ing Rouying. Really sad about my results :( And i can't believe how she's so optimistic la. Seriously.

Hey pretty girl. Don't be sad for what has happened. But be glad that it has happened. You deserve a better guy. Really. You guys have been together for... 7 months or so right? He's going after you for almost a year right? or 2. I still can't understand why he end it saying he lost feelings for you. But, it's definitely NOT your fault. Stop blaming it on yourself pretty pretty please. Him losing feelings is something that we can do nothing about it. So... yeah, i want that positive strong brave Cherrie back. Love you.


Today

Dimsum with family and grandma for breakfast! Slept at 12 on saturday and woke up damn early to eat breakfast. And a very heavy one somemore!! The breakfast cost us 98bucks. HHAHAHA. 
A picture with my sister. I think she has fooood in her mouth :/

Ohh went to have dinner just now. I saw a shop that has cath kidsons ipad cover. FLORAL ONEE!!!!! <3333 So i thought they also has it for iphone. Went into the shop with HIGH HOPES. Asked the sales person if they have it. And it's out of stock. FFFFFFFFFFFFF.

I have nothing to talk about Polarbear or Friendship. It's always the same thing. I miss polarbear. I want to talk to him. I want to see him. I miss my best friends. I miss my cliques.