Yes.... Results are all out.... Worst than i expected..
English-D7
Amath-F9
Physics-D7
Lit-D7
Math-C6
MT-B4
Bio-C6
Chem-B4
SS-B4
It's really bad... I know.. At this rate i'm going... I doubt i can even graduate and go out of this school successfully.. It's like. Not even a b3? You've got to be kidding me. No matter how. I still can believe i failed my English and Lit.
I broke down when i failed my amath. I knew i would fail. I just felt sorry for my mum and tuition teacher. They've been constantly paying attention to my math and amath and these are the fucking results i give them in return. F9 and C6? Must well not have tuition right.
I broke down today when i found out i failed my lit too... Totally unexpected.. Lit is always my favourite subject. I really have no idea why did it turned out like that.
I did work hard and stuffs. I did my best to practice for amath especially. I spend like almost 70percent of my time on homework on amath. Assessments, practices, i did all of that. I know the paper would be difficult. I was really really prepared. Yesterday when i saw my results, i realised i know how to do some of the questions, but why can't i solve them during the exam. God.
L1R5-26. Seriously? I must well give up on my studies. I did way way better when i was in sec 2. I didn't work as hard as this year. I mean, can anyone tell me why am i producing this kind of results when i really did work hard? I didn't expect myself to get so many fails.
I totally am lost. How do i face my tuition teacher? Most of all. My mum. She spends like a bomb on my tuition. Horrible.
So, met my sister after my school ends.
Went to 18chef! It's been a long time since i ate it. Like 2 months? :( Nobody wants to accompany meeee. AWWW. Thankyou chloe <3
Ohh, i had bad gastric today. Like for the whole day. After eating was better. But it still hurts :/ Why am i having gastric so often now.......
Other than meeting my sister, the day is just.... horrendous. Horrible.
He didn't come school today too.... Well, tomorrow is merahan olympics. I seriously hope he will come. But i am 95percent sure that he won't turn up....
Using a lot of '.....' today even though i hate it when people use it...
Shall make a confession. I miss Adam.
Ending it with a picture that motivated me.
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