Start of June HOLIDAYS!

HEY THERE! I'm back.It's been... 11 days since i last blog! I'm quite surprised too cuz it's holiday already! It's like i don't have the mood to blog.. Everyday, since last sat, i was like 'kay im gonna blog when i touch my lappy' and what happen? I continue watching Kim Hyun Joong's video and my focus will be on Hyun Joong and not blogging ._.

Yeap, so. These few days, i didn't went for shopping!! Not even a single thought about it. Cool right? Reason being? I'm too busy watching videos and revising. haha! I'm currently starting on my hols assignments, and i realised it's really a lot ._.

I'm gonna post some overdue pictures :D

Kim Hyun Joong was on the cover page on teenage magazine!! YOU KNOW YOU KNOW?!! My mum bought it for meee ^_^

I'VE ALWAYS WANTED CATH KIDSTON'S IPHONE COVERR!!! And Mummy bought it for me too!! <33

I'm sure all of you know Sundown's is on last sat right? Mummy went for the 10km run! I don't know if this applies to you, but before this marathon you will definitely train and make sure you can run right? My mum didn't ._. But she took 1hr and 10mins to complete!! Effing fast please. Congratz mum! Chukae.

I went back to school on Monday and Tuesday for lit! Went for mac breakfast before going to school. It was my sis first time trying pancakes! SHO CUTE <33

I start to think that we actually look alike! Haha, went to my sister's school for her Parent meeting session! Look! She's wearing a blazer! Not bad. PREFECT YOU KNOW

I've nothing to blog about.. AHH! I miss polarbear badly! 4 more weeks before school reopens for me to see his perfect faceeee.

Ending this post with a meaningful tumblr picture.

This quote is extremely meaningful to me, and maybe to some of you. This may be a cliche, but i just want to stress of the word appreciate. Becuz i've been through what i thought i won't. I regret taking things for granted.

Anyway! Enjoy your holiday! Charge yourself mentally and physically to prepare for the next semester :)

I hope you understand.

Math and Amath tuition yesterday. Chem tuition today. Haven't told them my results. I really don't want to see my tuition teacher. Especially math. She has high expectations and stuffs. She expect me to ace both math and amath. It's not just A2, it's A1. I remember during march, i got A2 for math, and she was really unhappy. How do you expect me to tell her that i got a fucking c6 for math and f9 for amath? It's really my first time getting f9. Seriously.

Of cuz, i haven't told my mum about it either. I don't want to imagine how she'll react to it. Yes she will scold me. I'm not really scared about it. She will nagnagnag. But what's the main cause of it? Disappointment. Really don't want that to happen. How do i explain it to her? Telling her the fact that only 2 people pass in my class? Yes it may be true, but if the 2 of them can pass, why can't I? Afterall, teacher didnt set something that they haven't taught us.

And for english, i failed. Isn't it the basic? Why did i fail? It may be difficult. But again, if there are people who pass, why didn't i pass? URGH.

Heez. Last year cross country. Anywayssssss. Thankyou for your advice. Do i call that advice? Thankyou for your listening ear then. :))

I'm actually blogging while whatsapp-ing Rouying. Really sad about my results :( And i can't believe how she's so optimistic la. Seriously.

Hey pretty girl. Don't be sad for what has happened. But be glad that it has happened. You deserve a better guy. Really. You guys have been together for... 7 months or so right? He's going after you for almost a year right? or 2. I still can't understand why he end it saying he lost feelings for you. But, it's definitely NOT your fault. Stop blaming it on yourself pretty pretty please. Him losing feelings is something that we can do nothing about it. So... yeah, i want that positive strong brave Cherrie back. Love you.

Today

Dimsum with family and grandma for breakfast! Slept at 12 on saturday and woke up damn early to eat breakfast. And a very heavy one somemore!! The breakfast cost us 98bucks. HHAHAHA. 

A picture with my sister. I think she has fooood in her mouth :/

Ohh went to have dinner just now. I saw a shop that has cath kidsons ipad cover. FLORAL ONEE!!!!! <3333 So i thought they also has it for iphone. Went into the shop with HIGH HOPES. Asked the sales person if they have it. And it's out of stock. FFFFFFFFFFFFF.

I have nothing to talk about Polarbear or Friendship. It's always the same thing. I miss polarbear. I want to talk to him. I want to see him. I miss my best friends. I miss my cliques. 

ResultsResultsResults.

Yes.... Results are all out.... Worst than i expected..

English-D7

Amath-F9

Physics-D7

Lit-D7

Math-C6

MT-B4

Bio-C6

Chem-B4

SS-B4

It's really bad... I know.. At this rate i'm going... I doubt i can even graduate and go out of this school successfully.. It's like. Not even a b3? You've got to be kidding me. No matter how. I still can believe i failed my English and Lit. 

I broke down when i failed my amath. I knew i would fail. I just felt sorry for my mum and tuition teacher. They've been constantly paying attention to my math and amath and these are the fucking results i give them in return. F9 and C6? Must well not have tuition right. 

I broke down today when i found out i failed my lit too... Totally unexpected.. Lit is always my favourite subject. I really have no idea why did it turned out like that.

I did work hard and stuffs. I did my best to practice for amath especially. I spend like almost 70percent of my time on homework on amath. Assessments, practices, i did all of that. I know the paper would be difficult. I was really really prepared. Yesterday when i saw my results, i realised i know how to do some of the questions, but why can't i solve them during the exam. God. 

L1R5-26. Seriously? I must well give up on my studies. I did way way better when i was in sec 2. I didn't work as hard as this year. I mean, can anyone tell me why am i producing this kind of results when i really did work hard? I didn't expect myself to get so many fails.

I totally am lost. How do i face my tuition teacher? Most of all. My mum. She spends like a bomb on my tuition. Horrible.

So, met my sister after my school ends.

Went to 18chef! It's been a long time since i ate it. Like 2 months? :( Nobody wants to accompany meeee. AWWW. Thankyou chloe <3

Ohh, i had bad gastric today. Like for the whole day. After eating was better. But it still hurts :/ Why am i having gastric so often now.......

Other than meeting my sister, the day is just.... horrendous. Horrible. 

He didn't come school today too.... Well, tomorrow is merahan olympics. I seriously hope he will come. But i am 95percent sure that he won't turn up....

Using a lot of '.....' today even though i hate it when people use it... 

Shall make a confession. I miss Adam.

Ending it with a picture that motivated me.

<333

HIHI! I'm here to blog again! LOOK! That's a cute picture of Kim Hyun Jooooooong. AHHH. His killer smile. SOOOOO natural and perfect that i can melt just by the look of it. HAHA, joke. POLARBEAR IS CUTE TOO.

SO. Today is a marking day so i don't have to report to school! Which is like a good thing. I spent my whole day watching Kim Hyun Joong and HwangBo's 'We got married' vids!! He's like shoo cute :/ Really cute personality!!!! There are like 39 episodes. Each episodes is like half an hour? Roughly. I started watching at 8am when i woke up, till now. And i've reached episode 32! 7 more episodes to go.. The last ep will be damn sad cuz they're parting ;( But this is life right? There's bound to be ups and downs.. Ohh btw, they're being matched make and it films their daily lives and stuffs for about 8 months. I HAVE to finish watch it by TODAY!

Seriously, i'm not looking forward to tomorrow. Time for collecting results. I kinda know how they will turn out. I'm expecting maybe 2 fails, and NO As :( have totally no idea how to tell my mummy. I guess she will confiscate my iphone cuz she will use it as a reason for the outcome of my results............. It's true that i use my phone more la. But i really did study when it comes to studying. Nevermind, perhaps if she really confiscate my iphone and give me a '10bucks phone' , perhaps i will do better ;/ We'll see how it goes. I predicts that my lappy and phone will be confiscated from tomorrow onwards. HAHAHA. Means no more blogging :( Let's just hope that she will just nagnagnag but still allows me to use lappy and phone. 

TALKING ABOUT IPHONE. My friends have been hating my phone cover for don't know what reason -.- I think it's becuz of the color, PINKKKKK. Out of 15 people, only 2 likes it. LALLA Do i look like i give a fuck? Hehehehe. 

PRAY HARD TONIGHT FOR MY RESULTS.

Gonna end with a picture that i saw on tumblr. Meaningful.

Not much picture for this post.. I haven't been taking pics for the past don't know how many days. Just does't have the mood.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAYYY!!!

Yes i know! Mother's day is yesterday. But i was preparing for my paper so didn't have time to blog.

These are what we got for her! We made the cards, and customized the cupcakes!! 

Happy Mother's Day MUMMY!! ♥

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!

GAHHHH i know i've neglected my blog :( Didn't blog for exactly a month already!! So i THINK this blog will be long? and yes, exams ended! Not all stress are released.. And in like a few weeks time or maybe 2, will have to start studying and prepare for EOY already :( BUT STILL! It's time for a bit of relaxing right!! Maybe do some shopping.. Iceskating too! At JCube. Which is like... Beside my house ._.

OHH. Right now. Like NOWWW. I gotta have to mentally prepare myself for my own horrendous results. I know it would not turn out really well... But... 

English - It was a killer. Seriously!! They changed the syllabus due to O's.. And now, i have to also worry for English..

Chinese - I think it's ohkay.... Compared to the class test, this was SO MUCH easier.

Sci(Bio) - It was doable la. Just that i wasn't able to memorize all the points, that's where i died in.

Sci(Physics) - HAHAAHA. It's also doable la. I just need more practice.

Chem - It is doable!!! Much more easier than the 2 comb science!

SS - There were 7 essays that we were supposed to study. And the minimum that we have to study was like 6. I studied only 4. AND LUCKILY, 1 of them came out. But i totally died flat in source base..

Literature - OHKAY. *Rewind to that morning. I was late for school. Left house at 730 due to cramps. Cab down. But traffic jam. Reached school at 810 when exams started at 8... Started doing only at 815. Totally wasted my 15 mins. I COULD HAVE WROTE MUCH MORE.

Emath- Paper 1 was much more difficult than paper 2 -.- I thought paper 1 will be damn easy so i didn't really study. But it turned out fucking hard. I assumed paper 2 will be damn difficult so i study like a kiasu pig. But it turned out better than paper 1.

Amath - Confirm fail. I just hope i get above 40. LOL It is like the most DIFFICULT paper i met. Seriously!!

So as you can see... I totally died flat for my Midyear... Enough of my shits.

OHKAY. To Do List

-Shopping

-Catch up with friends that i've kind of neglected

-Go out with him (Which is like fucking impossible, I know.)

-Cut my fringe

Things that happened for the past 1 month

Friendship

Yes. The photo is blur. But memories are etched in my heart, like a tattoo. We all change, move on with our on life, and no longer as 1. It hurts just by thinking about it.

Nah i don't even want to talk about it. Or even think about it. BYEBYE.

Polarbear

3 words. I miss youuu.

Nothing much actually.

Kim Hyun Joooooooong

KHJ came to singapore for concert!! FMLLLL. And it's like on the first day of my exams. I know i won't go even if it's in the holidays... Becuz my parents won't allow. But it's really sad you know.. To see your idol  coming and all you can do is just to go to twitter fan base and see what is happening and all. The worst thing is, everyone who went, get a fucking chance to hi-5 with him!! OHMYYY *FAINTS. When i heard about it, you should see my face :( He went to hug 2 grannies that's a fan of his, and gave a BIGBIG bear to one of the lucky fan! That's so sweet of him right right!! KLA, i know you're not interested. None of my friends are interested :( I can talk to no one about KHJ!! It's soooo sad.

Shall end this post with a unglam BUT super cute picture of him!!!